the cracks in our foundations
Private.
Point one: Coachella was so much fun until Raviv's brother showed up and caught us right there in the open. He won't talk to Viv now and he's all worried. I hope it doesn't cause too much damage. Nadav seems really nice. For a fratboy.
Point two: I still don't know how Dylan feels about this. One second he's worried about me (ugh), the next second he's covering for me. I want to sit him down and explain that I'm fine, everything's fine, there's nothing to worry about - I just feel like even if I did he'd still fret. Instead I'm going to just feel really comforted by how much he cares I guess.
Point three: I'm scared to tell Brenda. She'd understand and she wouldn't care but there's so much that conflicts. She knows me, she knows Raviv, and she's such a gossip that I don't know if I'd feel comfortable enough even telling her oh god that's a terrible thing to say she's Brenda she's amazing.
Point four: I don't know, it feels weird to admit. Raviv. Yes. Like like. But probably I think more.
//Private.
So I found a recipe for a cake I wanted to try but it looks complicated. Do you think you could help? It's a marble cake.
I have a Predicament that I hope you can shed some light on for me.
Swine Flu just doesn't sound as charming as Bird Flu. And when they have website pages with fun titles like Swine Flu And You it just doesn't seem as lethal as FOX News and CNN and Drudge Report is making it out to be. Flu Updates have been everywhere because of the recent outbreaks and the whole situation just reminds me of when everyone was supposed to be dying of SARS and nothing came of that.
I have no idea where I'm going, here. I'm bored. Dylan is on the phone with Miley and they're both looking through the magazine and it's driving me insane. Let's play 20 questions - I'm thinking of an object.