I hate school.
I need a new job.
I need a date.
I need a band.
..
Any responses?

I've been laying on my bed for a while thinking and listening to music. What am i doing? Where am I going with my life. I have no ambition or drive. I like music, I like writing, I like drawing, but I have no passion, nothing that I turn to when im bored, nothing i want to put time and effort into. This journal is the closest thing and I doubt I'll ( Read more... )

Just wanted to let anyone who visits know that i'd like them to leave comments about anything, not just about my posts, but conversations. Also i'd love to have a friends list so if your interested let me know.

Well here it is, the horrbile truth about why I've been super depressed these past three days. I thought I had cancer. The doctors told me it could have been a number of things, a build up of calcium, cancer, fluids that had crystalized. It was scary. Today I went to a specialist, and after all this shit he said, it was nothing a small lymph node ( Read more... )

Hello folks, it's been about a year since I did anything with LiveJournal. Introduced to it by my ex, Sarah. I figured since im fighting for air in my life, what better place to pour out everything then in a LiveJournal. Maybe meet new people, rekindle friendships, and possibly down the road actually place meaningful worthwhile things up to read. ( Read more... )