So I check my voicemail last night and I hear my mom say "Hello Nicole, this is your mother". This means I did something wrong. Usually it's "Hey Cole it's Mom", but no, it was very formal. She goes on to say that I had 26 texts last month which is odd because I'm not allowed to text and we've talked about this before. She finishes the voicemail ( Read more... )

I am going to Canada to visit a guy who I met when in Montreal four weeks ago. He's amazing... brilliant, talented, funny, polite, sweet, and he is the first guy ever to recommend a book to me that was worth reading AND an alcohol that was worth drinking. That balance is important to me; I have met smart guys and fun guys and they never seem to be ( Read more... )

I've been called fickle. A lot. It's frustrating to cling to something so fragile, feeling myself slowly building up against the hurt, shutting something off which I have no desire to let go of, knowing that I'm doing it again against my will. I don't want to let go but I think I already have. There was a moment today where I did what I had to do ( Read more... )

I cut my hair. I look older now. Bye bye two french braids and ponytails and just throwing it in a messy bun and not worrying about it... hello not getting asked what grade I'm in in high school and headbands and cute clips and feeling sassy. Also it's healthier now. I feel less sexy without my hair to toss around... but maybe I needed to let go of ( Read more... )

I like my new LJ picture. It's titled "freckles!" in my computer b/c when it's the real size, you can see about 16 thousand of my freckles from the tropical beach vacation I'm still paying off. No sweat though, mama bear's no loan shark ( Read more... )

I feel too, too fat lately. All of a sudden I ballooned out and I know exactly why... I eat too much and I stopped exercising due to illness. Within a week, my favorite pair of jeans stopped fitting so I know this isn't all in my head. But it's ok, I lose weight just as easily as I gain it. I've gone to the gym 2 days in a row and I'm not letting ( Read more... )

I bought a Maple Moose from a gift shop in Canada because it was so weird. It's a lollipop made of some form of maple syrup, I suppose. I bought it for someone else and I decided to eat it. I got what I deserved- it's completely disgusting. It's stuck to my teeth and kinda sweet but not really and altogether an unhappy experience ( Read more... )

If Sam's Club were the state of New Jersey, I'd be legally married to John right now ( Read more... )

I think I may be a manic depressive. All of a sudden today on the bus I HATED being stuck in New Brunswick. I was thinking about Courtney going to Semester at Sea and Megan going to Italy and of course I'm too poor to do either, so I'm stuck staying here. All of a sudden I can't wait to graduate and move to London or somewhere other than here. I ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing. Stellar. Brilliant. My favorite weekend in quite some time ( Read more... )