i hate school. i have work to do, yeah i have to get on that. i will soon it's not that much left, it's just annoying and it's late. so lately me and tj like been together everyday. i decided to let him go to the bar monday night, he was good. and i thank him for that. i realized if we both give a little and meet in the middle things always turn ( Read more... )

i want to kill myself.
i hate this so much.

my tummy hurts, but it's okay.
one of my wisdom teeth are growing in, it hurts a lot.
i have homework to do. but me and tj are watching scary movie so that's not happening yet.
tj's fat, but i love him.
bellmore fair is this weekend, i'm kinda excited we'll have shit to do. hopefully i don't see bitches.
my parents are giving me a lot of money to go ( Read more... )

i need to register for some college classes, so i'll do that after this.
school sucks, it is so much work. i had such good determination the first week and a half LOL now i don't. whatever.
so i can't wait for the weekend, i want to go to a haunted house. that would be funn. but tj don't like monsters haha. hopefully we all can go.
tonight was tough ( Read more... )

i hate not doing my homework, and being unprepared. i've been good this year (the whole week and a half) and now i'm not. whatever fuck it.

i need to getaway. i love all my friends and family. but i need to leave, just for a few days. maybe this weekend i'll go somewhere sleep in my car and not worry about a thing. i can't deal with people and all ( Read more... )

REVISED STATE OF MIND.
i love my friends,
and i love my boyfriend.
but i will never try to force anything upon anyone.

i care too much about you to lose you, and i want to be perfect in every single way just so i can make you smile.
i want to live together in florida.
i want to get a puppy.
i want to wake up to you in the morning.
i want to rub your back ( Read more... )

          so things are fine. school sucks, but me and danielle started planning our first senior cut day. SEPTEMBER 29. that day or night most likely me and tj are leaving for oneonta to visit lee and kim, and i'll also stop by and see tommy too! i really miss lee and kim like i didn't think things would be so different without them but it really ( Read more... )

    school fucking sucks. it's senior year and i hate it. i hate everyone and everything. it's also going to be a lot of work since i'm in all college classes,untill second semester things will get easier i hope. only good thing about t is i'm getting closer to my grls again.

anyway fuck school. i love my boyfriend more then anything. i never ( Read more... )

    i'm sitting here waiting for tj to get out of work. summer is like over. it is so depressing i hate school and everyone is like gone. this summer was fun. recently i've been just relaxing and stuff. vickie fought allie tj's ex. then she allie touched tj i bugged. that girl knows now not to talk or touch him again otherwise she's dead. my ( Read more... )

there's not much to update about except that summer's almost over, i still need to read the two summer reading books, and i don't like my schedule. somethings have been dumb lately but it's over. i have my scavenger hunt on friday i think. if we actually do it or not haha. i don't want school to start fuck it. i hate work. that's why like i want to ( Read more... )