fun draining out...colibri29August 28 2007, 14:49:53 UTC
I cried, I called mom. I feel relieved, somewhat.
Mainly because I remind myself that boredom & frustration (as any other emotion) is healthy sign of life in my bones. I was meant for something else, something more. I try not to cut myself short by realizing what an ego I have here, but clearly, I am not ready to settle for this desk. I have a future.
Existential crisis begins... music, crescendo, longing soap-opera look back at my life thus far. Breathe.
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Mainly because I remind myself that boredom & frustration (as any other emotion) is healthy sign of life in my bones. I was meant for something else, something more. I try not to cut myself short by realizing what an ego I have here, but clearly, I am not ready to settle for this desk. I have a future.
Existential crisis begins... music, crescendo, longing soap-opera look back at my life thus far. Breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe.
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