i think i must be absolutely losing it.

I woke up this morning and needed nice weather. It happened later in the day, which I appreciated ( Read more... )

Truth and Beauty are wonderful words; but shrapnel is shrapnel. And at the end of the day I am left alone with the things i have done.

i don't know what the fuck i'm thinking.

i am an execedingly impulsive person.

things are ok. but not great actually not even like good buti've been more than content with getting by for like 2 years. i think i've just about had enough.

but i don't know if i can actually let good things happen without subconciously trying to sabotage them

i can't sleep, for the life of me. so after not writing in lj for 6000 years i;ll do a survey, because posting it here wo't bother anyone, because no on uses livejournal anymore haha.

( survey )

once a few years ago my dad said to me ( Read more... )

Thats why i gotta get away from you ( Read more... )

its amazing how some things change, and some things don't. and when you realize things that you though had changed didnt, and vice versa.

im looking forward to 2008. i really am.

have a good one.-kait

OK so i just had the most fantastic dream. I was in a barn, or a shed, or perhaps it was a marina with some sort of covered dock but the point is there was wood. There was also a giant fan, keep this in mind because it comes around later. So for some reason I've been abducted by a bunch of Chinese war lords. I'm not entirely sure why, but it has ( Read more... )

Twenty Two.

I made it this far.

More news later.

<3

have a good one.-Kait