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[colinh]

Lookie at that, I'm finally using my 'not in the mood' icon for an update. I have a damn good reason though. As I write this, I'm sitting on the couch in B.Fehr's living room. I guess it's a good thing he's letting me borrow his lap top or else I wouldn't be writing this right now. Though I'm not exactly sure what I want to write or even why I'm

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[brendanjjfehr]

Like I said when you knocked on the door, I don't think your nessecarily bad, but there's a certian point where it could backfire, and you just need to take a step back and think about what's going on. I have no problem being an adviser, but I don't wanna end up being in the middle between the two of you I've already explained the whole issue with those type of things last night. I'm not picking any side like I said, but things are gonna get complicated it always gets complicated with that type of situation.

I can only give you so much advice, otherwise, beyond that I can't tell you what to do you have to figure that out for yourself. I'll pick up beer tomorrow and leave it in the fridge, but I don't see how it would help anything.

[colinh]

Beer helps me relax.

I have been thinking about what's going on. It's all I've been thinking about. I think and think and think and I can't come up with a solution or way to fix it. I can only help her if she wants to help herself.

[brendanjjfehr]

It helps everyone relax.

I understand that, but like I said before, and I know you probably have, have you tried to see it from her side of things?

[colinh]

Exactly. I won't get drunk. Swear.

Yes I have.

[emilie_n]

I really want you to come home, but I wish you would understand me. That's what I want. I need you to understand and you don't. I need you to be my best friend in this and you're not being that. What happened to for better or worst? I need you here and you're not. I'm breaking down without you here. Riley needs you too. I do love you. I love you more than anything.

[colinh]

I have tried to understand. I have. But I just don't get it. Why do you need to do it? Why aren't you happy with yourself? Too bad I can't mind read and see what's going on in that pretty little head of yours. That would solve all of our problems.

[emilie_n]

I feel like you just say that I'm beautiful and don't mean it. I don't feel like you could possibly see it.

[colinh]

I do mean it. I don't know how I can prove to you that I do mean it. I do still see it. I see it every second I look at your. You're as beautiful as the day I met you. Possibly even more so with that 'I'm a mother' glow you have.

[victorjkraatz]

I can't tell you what to do because I have no idea what's going on, but strictly from the stand point of being a husband, I'm sure that despite everything the one thing she needs right now is for you to be with her.