the weekend consisted of:

• frolicking to corvallis, with hanna and mel
• watching boys hug eachother in the water while only wearing a tiny piece of cloth
• nuts and chocolate, and hazelnut ice cream!
• smoking way too much pot
• almost getting the cops called on me for "breaking and entering"

i need something sharp.

once again, the age old question ive held onto for so long has ( Read more... )

ahh.  sometimes i cant decide what im feeling? its more of a question, should i feel happy or sad? what would best suit me at the moment.

i guess there are times where its just...nothing. thats what i am right now. hmm

The waiting is lingering around too long

• I want ASAP training to be over with, how am I going to train 100 students? Ack
  
• I need a best friend to rest my shoulder on...where are they?
• Why didnt I go see Bright Eyes...I was a week late to fall in love with them
• January 15th cant come soon enough. So much stress will be lifted on that ( Read more... )

i cant stop listening to bright eyes.

i finally see what everyone else see's in them. sigh, the only downside is, im not sure it is the healthiest thing to listen to.

oh well. its all so beautiful.

i want to sleep forever. im so tired.

this was pointless. but i wish it were wednesday.

tara at her best. everyone just look at this beauty.


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the fact of the matter is i love all my friends dearly and cant help but smile and laugh and love and be joyous when im with them ( Read more... )

all day ive had this sinking feeling in my stomach. at first i thought it had to be because of Bush being re-elected. but in reality i've come to terms with that, he won fair and square (atleast as much as the publics eyes can see) i guess i do have issues with my sexuality. the fact is i make jokes to convey my feelings toward banning marriage for ( Read more... )