Too emotional for my own good....
I can't believe what you said to me
Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies
Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your drunk line just a joke?
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half-wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
All of my bubble dreams, bubble dreams
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love so baby
Raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
H-ooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
H-ooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again
H-ooow?
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
Why you so speechless? Oh oh ohhhh
I'm going to attempt a recap of 2009... this is going to be a doozy (as it was a doozy of a year)
January:
-New years with Mya... YPOS spelt out in salt and pepper shakers
-The most snow I'd EVER seen in Vancouver
February:
-Koodo themed 24th birthday party
-Dollarama job; COVERED IN BRUISES
March:
-I smoked a LOT of pot
April:
-Again, smoked A LOT of pot
-Erin discovered "Forever 21"
-IRON MAIDEN SHOES
-Myas tattoo <3
-Baby Boofla Weekend, Salt Spring Edition
May:
-More pot smoked
-Got my lip pierced a third time
June:
-Travelled to New York and Ontario
-Jesse's first birthday (also known as one of the best days I've had in many years)
-Family, Friends, Beer and Love
-Baby formula puke :/
-Beat the crap out of my sister
-BBQ shit show at my moms
-Began the journey of "finding myself"
-Promotion
-Erin purchased "Wilhemina".. the name I lovingly gave her bike
-My sister bought me ELSIE... the twin bike to Whilhemina
-Broke up with Kevin
July:
-Last true experience out and about Vancouver with Mya and Erin (<3!!!!!)
-Got close with Amy (god I miss that girl)
-Crystal Skull vodka (ITS FROM KINGSTON!)
August:
-Salt Spring!!!!!!!!!!! One last time... Chloe hated my face. I hate travelling but that night time ferry trip was beautiful
-Packed up my shit and MOVED back to the homeland
-Wolfe Island Turbine farm with Jeremy
-Fought with Melissa :(
September:
-Moved into my place with Zach!!!!!!!!!!
-Uncle Neil's passing... trip to Port Hope with mom, Dana and Kegan; got to see family I haven't seen in MANY years
-Nights out at the bar, fun with friends... new friends...
-Dana moved in; resided on the couch for a while. Good times, bad times.. sparkler times...
-Took the boys to the fair <3
-fixed things with Melissa <3
-ADIDAS
October:
-FORKS AND SPOONS
-Moms birthday/thanksgiving. Sweet cuppin' cakes with the bros.
-Mom put the house on the market
-Met Rayne............
-Made awesome new friends in Natalie and Angela <3
-Dana moved out late that month; got herself a job and everything
-Trick or Treating with the brothers
-Halloween Toadette redonkulousness, way too much drinking.
-Bad bad BAD drunken texting... "affair" with Jeremy ended.
November:
-PASSPORTS!
-Mom and the boys moved to Calgary.. broke my cold dark little heart :'(
-Attempted to quit smoking
-Trip to Ogdensburg/Alex Bay; too much drama. Someone doesn't travel well (me). Saw Grandpa Trickey one last time (love you forever Gramps)
-Too much drinking
-Ridiculous INVENTORY night at work
-My first real DATE; evenings spent with Rayne.. the heartbreak begins
-Hotboxed Dana and DESTROYED her
-Grandpa passed away. Walked across the border. Officially had an American Thanksgiving, a terrible one at that.
-Jelly Bean fun. Love Jesse to pieces.
-Cousin fun. Dinner with the girls. Drinking with the guys.
-Lady Gaga obsession begins.
December:
-Monitor!!!!! I don't even use it :/
-Little bit of snow
-BoFro's makeshift "Festivus"
-Lots of drinking with the gang
-Worst christmas of my life
-More time with Rayne *sigh* until he moved to Calgary.
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I'm pretty sure I'm missing a lot but its hard to go by when I haven't updated my livejournal in FOREVER, and I'm basing this off a years worth of photos. Lets just say that I had a shit-tastic year, and this year isn't off to the greatest start.
Wish me luck...