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college_model

My very talented husbands

Nov 06, 2004 16:47

Bobby is the best performer at open mic night. I'm not just biased, either. To go onstage, you have to sign up for a time slot to play or sing or whatever you're going to do. When we went last night, people were checking out the roster to see when Bobby was playing. I know they were because I heard them talking about it, looking for his name, ( Read more... )

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He looks natural up there babe... onethird_oflove November 7 2004, 22:39:50 UTC

You're right, there's a good reason they stop talking when he's up on stage, no one else even comes near him. When he starts to play, when he opens his mouth and the words start, it's magic. The whole time he's up there he holds them in the palm of his hands. It's like he shines from the time he gets up there and its not from the spot.

I did a quick sketch after the other night after you'd both gone to sleep. I couldn't sleep because of my leg so I decided to distract myself with my sketchpad. I've cleaned it up some more and I've posted it over in my lj baby, tell me what you think.

I know we have to be careful Mark but I know what you mean. I want nothing more then to tell everyone just what you mean to me, both of you. Guess we'll just have to make sure we show each other, huh?

I love you babe, never, ever doubt that.

*kisses you*

Re: He looks natural up there babe... college_model November 9 2004, 13:58:46 UTC

I already told you how much I love the picture in your journal, but I'll say it again. You and Bobby are both amazing. I wish I had a talent like that.

I try to show you I love you and Bobby every way I can, baby. Even a year later, this is all so new to me. You're the first person I fell in love with, you know. The only reason I fell in love with Bobby later was that I didn't meet him until later. But when I'm with you both, it seems meant to be.

*kisses you*

bobbymcgee November 8 2004, 06:39:44 UTC

Oh, baby....

That's really nice to hear. To know I'm reaching people, beyond you and Danny. It's still for you both first, and Luke....you knew that, didn't you, that it was for Luke too? It's always been for him - without him I wouldn't be there. On stage or, most likely, here at all...

I know what you mean about wanting it to be more, and I don't know if I took too much of a risk singing for you - but I wouldn't change the smile on your face when I said that for anything.

I love you, Mark and Danny. It's all for you.

college_model November 10 2004, 16:26:20 UTC

I know it's for Luke, baby. We talked about it more when we only knew each online, when all we could do was talk instead of hold each other and instead of worry about each other after the accident and everything we've been through. It's been a while, but believe me, I remember you talking about him, what he was to you. I know how important he was and is to you, and because of that, he's important to me. I've never met him but if I did, the first thing I would do would be to thank him for being there for you so that you could be there for me. I can't imagine life without you, Bobby. And it hurts but I know that you probably wouldn't be in my life at all without him.

I know you're still not ready to talk about what happened to you, but I'll be here when you are. I'm telling the truth when I say that I'm honored to share a place in your heart with Luke.

I love you, Bobby. Always.

bobbymcgee November 11 2004, 23:12:13 UTC

It feels like another lifetime, when you weren't here, when I couldn't be with you in an hour or a moment, depending on where we were...but I remember, baby. I remember talking to you when it was all we could do, all we had. And it was so much, you helped me in ways you'll never know - I don't know all of them until I realise them.

I know I haven't talked about Luke in a while. I still think of him, wonder, remember. Even think I see him in the street sometimes. I don't think I ever told you this part, but I have thought I've seen him before, and I've even run up to guys - strangers - calling his name. Felt so hopeful, so happy....for a moment. But it was never him. Never Luke. I stopped going up a few years ago - I do whatever I can to get a look at them now. It's still never him.

I don't think I would be here without him. In your life or not, baby. And I'm glad you would thank him. I know it probably sounds weird but I think you'd like Luke if you knew him ( ... )