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soooo tired
i want to go see mike tonight, but i think my advisor is holding my withdrawal forms over my head until i turn in my internship stuff. thing is, i though I was all done till i looked at the website. three papers, not one. only have one done ( Read more... ) -
A Beautiful Sunday Morning
As my writer's block probably proclaims, my favorite mornings are summer ones at home. HOME. Good lord, did I really just type that ( Read more... ) -
Inkling
I am now restless without him around, anxious to get to know him better. Wishing to share stuff with him, and prove myself to him ( Read more... ) -
On my way to believing
Went to church with mike yesterday after a hike. going to watch his intramural game tomorrow.
like this good christian boy thing. peaceful. undramatic. -
Confusion, Girl
I met a guy... I thought the situation with Dana was proving how asexual I am. I guess I just am not physically attracted to him, because... I am not asexual LOL ( Read more... ) -
Love
someone... maybe cousin mary? Newly engaged, was probably her ( Read more... ) -
cages and gilded wings and girl love and love
I just had the most horrible desire to make beignets for Dana, and then immediately after, an impulse to give in and go steady with him. Alsa, my senses kicked in and screamed about freedom. Still, it is unsettling. While taking a walk this morning, I realized why I have a lingering desire to be in a lesbian relationship: because girls know how ( Read more... ) -
An Ode to Disney's Brainwashing
I ask myself, who have I become? And Lo! My mind recalls a half-white face and the strains of psuedo-Chinese music-- whooooo is that girl I seeeeee? staring straight-- back at me?
Tired. Pimply. -
Iron Will
I decided, last time I slept next to Andrew and woke up to him pushing me away, complaining of my presence, and ignoring me once he awaked fully, that I would pull the guy move and leave before he woke if I ever ended up falling asleep in his arms again ( Read more... )