maybe i should just end this....i let little things get me down....you seem flawless to me....yet you continue to disappointment me....is it going to be worth the pain later on down road? are you gonna stick by me through the hard times to come?....will we make it? ....im not sure if im strong enough to hold on through it ( Read more... )

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Oh goodie... so today is the last day of winter break....im really bummed that now i have to go back to school....i swear, these past three weeks have been the best three weeks of my life. Time spent with emilio has made me really decide on how strongly i feel about him, and its the greatest feeling in the ( Read more... )

spending time online in the early morning hours with britt and emilio are the best..

britt explained the milkshake song to me..i love her

i killed ROMANCE: ..they wanna boink her

emilio fed my ego...

HillsideVillage: you're gorgeous

i LOVE YOU GUYS

WOOOOOOO yea! do i got my dsl goen, and boyyyyyy am i happy! im so happy, im half-asleep online at 1 or so in the morning listening to the COAST 103.5!! YES!!!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ok lemme see how i've spent the last week of winter break...it's been such a while since i've posted (well a week) and i dont remember what's happened! ( Read more... )

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show me the way you move

WOW! so the past couple of days have been pretty awesom! im glad to say i ended 2003 in a good note <3 today im pretty tired...im glad i stayed home tonite to catch up on sleep..and taking time to pluck my eyebrows! hahaha.....lets see..what have i been up to...

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so yesterday emilio did end up coming over...he didnt end up hanging out with heidi...so we worked on his guitar and i blew my nose a million times..thanks to this wonderful cold that came out of nowhere. we listened to new blink and boxcar and couldnt find a difference...he rocked out to new thursday...while i told him to sit down. blah ( Read more... )

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 im not too fucken happy with anyone right now....i find myself always waiting...im tired of pretending its okay when its not. i've let so much go...and now its finally catching up with me. i treat people the way i want to be treated, nothing more, nothing less. but when i come up short handed..its not fun anymore. i ( Read more... )

its about time...ive waited my whole life for this.

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there is no ground control

So hardcore formal turned out to be a success!! I had a blast and i was glad i could spend time with the people who i care about alot..whom i hardly get to see or spend time with ( Read more... )

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you finally get what you deserve so christmas break is going pretty awesom. im having a blast even though its just started....Lately ive had the worst computer problems so lately ive been on dial-up..it brings back so many memories..i actually love it! im questioning getting the dsl back up and running..because im not ( Read more... )