there was something wrong, and there was something right.
were you working up to something? you gave me almost nothing.

kept me helpless.

are you an amateur? or is it just that you're unkind?
now you're unsatisfied? couldn't make up your mind.

i made up mine.

it's funny how everything is so connected; mostly when you least expect it to be.
mentioning a name at an old italian club tucked in the back of a parking lot pulls alot of information from the past.
i'm sorry i never knew the extent of it all.  i just wasn't listening clearly. 
one of your teachers, well, the teacher's aid, is a close friend of my ( Read more... )

this morning as i walked him out, a familiar face waved to me from beyond the bushes.
she was walking to work, like she does every sunny day.
her smile grew big when she saw me wave back at her.
she knew who he was. she knew what he meant. she knew what i had done.
but she still waved, with that forgiving smile that a mother holds so well.

she's a ( Read more... )

what is it that we strive more for? challenge or content?

throughout the day thousands of thoughts float in and out of my head.
you'd get lost inside trying to follow how i move.
but its questions that make me pause.
i've come to find some questions can't just be asked, or just answered.
i never had trouble talking, i never felt it was wrong to wonder.
but i've got this list of questions.

all we're ever really looking for is for something to make us hold our breath.
or even just skip a few.

reaction(s).

action.

provoke. provocative. power.

why is it we read of tragedies, and enjoy ( Read more... )

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i've decided there are two kinds of people in this world ( Read more... )