So this month has been interesting. My father...like father father...called me out of almost nowhere. It's been exciting. However, I've shown so much excitment and shown so much happiness. And I've covered up quite well what is really going on inside. What really is going on is fear, anger, and deep deep sadness. As well as happiness. It's pretty ( Read more... )

I just want to let you know what I can not say...I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. This is not the same sorry I always say...but this is the sorry I can't seem to say. =/ For a sorry is a word with great meaning, and because I use this word so much you don't know when to tell the difference. Because I always end up failing over and over it may ( Read more... )

It seems as if I write in this damn thing whenever I am overly stressed out or loaded or down. So it seems as if im this depressing person, when really I am not. I am a happy person, there are just many things that seem to arise maybe more than others that bring me down. You better believe I try not to let them bring me down, however it's pretty ( Read more... )

Hmm, so this weekend was long...but a very good long. It started out Friday, there was of course the normal "at home stress" but ended nice and cold with Blake at the Homecoming game where I saw lots of old faces and caught up with the close ones in my life that seemed to have faded...but im glad to have seen and talked with them all. Things went ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated, nor been on the internet for awhile due to the fact that I turned the internet off because I don't want to pay 30 some dollars a month. But, now I have the internet again because my father is going to pay for it like a good man ( Read more... )

Well, I have not updated in awhile. It always seems that I feel the urge to update whenever I’m feeling “emo,” or something that is going on that would make anyone “emo.” Ugh. So, I’m sure most of you are like thinking “Wow. Brittany is such a loser. She is so emo ALL the time.” Well, just to inform you, I am not. I am actually a pretty happy ( Read more... )

So yesterday, for the most part, was absolutly amazing. I was pretty tired, but as soon as I got to the concert, I was pretty awake. It would have been a lot more obvious if it was not so freaking HOTTTTTTT!! Wow...it was like disgustingly hot. Ugh! I think I have to admit something... *deeep long sigh*...Jon Davis from Korn has a much hotter ( Read more... )

[my name is]: Brittany Michelle Tanner(Devers ( Read more... )

So. Um I have not updated in a bit. However, its not like im a constant updater... Anywho. Lets see. Yeah, Amy and I worked things out. Im trying to be a better friend, and show people that I care, even though I may think it's obvious, I was proven that it is not ( Read more... )

Wow. So much for a day of happiness. I thought it was to good to be true ( Read more... )