Im so tired....

[colorguard_06]

Im so tired...tired of being myself,
tired of being the middle man between my parents,
tired of trying to protect my little sister from the reality of what's really going on,
tired of having to be mom but being told to stop when my parents stop f being 10 year olds for a few minutes,
tired of felling like the only responisble PARENT in my family

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[sincerestlies]

christina

[colorguard_06]

thanx babe I really needed that...a lot
(I know i just aimed this to you but I wanted it on my lj record LOL)

[_jenesaispas_]

Trust me - I know exactly how it feels. Exactly.

[colorguard_06]

thanx, I guess I just needed the support at the moment. but I think im a little better now.

(love the icon by the way :-D)

[_jenesaispas_]

(chose the icon just for you!)

And if you ever need to talk, you know where I am! Because honestly I do know how you feel - I go through alot of the same things every day.

[colorguard_06]

(thanx for the icon consideration! actually I think Im gonna steal it if its okay with you, for such occasions as this update.)

Yea I got your aim when I added you, and IM totally there if you need me too!

and sorry I would have responded sooner but my computer took a nose dive for an hour or so (dumb ass thing! LOL)

from sarah

[sincerestlies]

sweetie, i love you so much.
if you are ever home alone and need someone to hang with or talk to or anything, just call me and u can come over.
and ill even make katie come over also.
i miss you tons k.
take care and ill talk to you later.
love you babe.
♥ sarah ♥