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I'm not surprised by the way that I died. There are only so many ways that it could have happened. In the end, it may not have been caused by Nero directly, but if I hadn't expended so much energy in keeping myself alive, then... no, I would have died either way. I'm still not sure why I held out for as long as I did, but--
That's a lie. I know why I did it. I never really wanted to die in the first place, no matter how much I-- well. Maybe I wanted someone to ugh.
It would help if I could keep my thoughts in better order; this isn't like me at all. Still less troublesome than when Dr. Crescent's data fragments were more responsive, however.
I can only assume that Vincent Valentine succeeded in the task that he was given. No one else from Gaia has appeared here in some time, and those aside from Zack and myself who were also here have... vanished. Whether that is for better or worse for them, I couldn't say for absolute certain.
Zack... seems to be handling the way that he died relatively well. It isn't as if there is anything that can be done about it; logically, I understand this, but I still--
...
I will not be surprised if this happens again in the future.
(OOC: you'd think a hacker would put a better encryption on that, but since she isn't fully herself at the moment~)