it's not fair ( Read more... )

I look at you and I see everything.
I look at you and I know where I'm supposed to be.

my heart drops...

'I falter as the music stops'

I believe I will turn to the bottle.

I'm a happy drunk. I always have been.

I don't like making decisions.
I don't like confrontation.
I don't like feeling the way that I feel right now.

AH! screams, silently.

nothing matters. nothing matters.

the end.

I cut my hair off (accidentally.) I didn't want it this short, but the lady at Rudy's went a little overboard. I feel like a little boy, but I guess it's kind of cute. And yes, I got it colored, too. So, I spent about 200 dollars on my hair. I'm still deciding if it was worth it or not ( Read more... )

Wake up at 8am.

throw on my miss piggy hoodie and jeans.

about ready to leave.

Mary "Did you brush your teeth?"

Me "No."

Mary "Are you going to?"

Me "I will later, before my 1:25 class."

Then, Mary got us some cigarettes. I got us some coffee.

She is my mother and we are a happy family. Haha.

life is ridiculous ( Read more... )

As of now, I know nothing ( Read more... )

it's one of those songs that make you feel a million things at one time ( Read more... )

Life is moving much too quickly. This is probably because there's been so much going on ever since I've been back in Seattle ( Read more... )

These past couple days have been surreal. Still, I can't believe it's happening. I keep thinking "somebody smack me, because I think I'm dreaming..." But I know I'm not. It's real ( Read more... )