I'm really, really pissed off right now and horribly embarassed ( Read more... )

I'm really trying to make the best of today.  I feel like no matter what I do though, it won't be okay.  I'm really trying positive thinking because I don't want to go through today thinking that its going to completely suck, but its so difficult to not think like that ( Read more... )

So, MyMegan is upset with me.  I accidentally slammed TheTurtle...I really didn't even mean to do it ( Read more... )

So, after a long absence I am back..  And now in a brand new college apartment!  (well new to me at least ( Read more... )

I feel better now.  I talked to F and things seem to be better, maybe ( Read more... )

A person from your past might be holding you back from enjoying your present -- or rather, the memories of this person are keeping you from moving forward. Are you stuck in the past? Yes, it's important to understand how old relationships or old choices can affect you today, but you could run the risk of getting stuck in nostalgia. ( Read more... )

If there is one thing that I have learned this summer, it is that I shouldn't put assignments off to the last minute.  I have written three papers today and worked on an extra credit assignment and tomorrow I have to finish the extra credit assignment and write three to four more papers.  The next day I have another three papers to write too.  I am ( Read more... )

I met F and we talked Saturday night.  He was very upset with the e-mail.  We talked and I just felt horrible because I love him and I made him feel bad.  The only positive thing, if you can call it that, is that he sees now. And he claims to understand at last.  He is at the beach with BFSnatcher right now.  It is really breaking my heart to think ( Read more... )

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We leave tonight for Kentucky.  I have not packed yet.

I met F for coffee on Tuesday night when I got out of class.   I probably shouldn't have.  I was making some good progress.  Now I feel like I need him again or like he needs me again and I miss him again.

Maybe this is why I'm pushing the flirting a little too hard with K and HistoryBoy.  I ( Read more... )