hey. tabi doesnt hate you dont worry about it. youll get your friends back. you are a good friend and they are missing out on it. ive been through this too. many times. all those people will be your friend again. well most. i dont know them, but i know you. just talk to them. <3 amanda <3
Iam sorry... But i do havta say everytime i attempt to talk to you it seems you shove me away...Like at shows,i talk you ignore me! I Miss You Terribly....
I don't mean to. I mean, you're always there with Toni, Kristin, Alex or whoever and you're always with them. So I don't want to bug you while you're hanging out with your friends. I'm sorrie...=(
I never said I hated you...Just because I don't talk to you all the time doesn't mean I hate you...Theres just alot of shit going on in my family right now and its hard for me...I mean the 4th of july is tomorrow and I have to face the fact that my aunt won't be there and I have to realize I have to grow up with out my aunt being there...and I have to face the fact that my childhood pet is no longer here...and long with the whole moving thing it's all coming too fast...and piling on top...
Yeah, I have a lot of shit going on in my life, too. That desn't mean I flip out on you for asking why I was being bitchy, or ignore me when you IM me, etc. I know how it feels to not have a close family member. Did you forget that my pap died in March? That was NOT EVEN 4 months ago. I was just as close to him and you were with your aunt. But that doesn't mean I don't want to talk to my friends any less. You just seem like all I am is an annoyance to you anymore.
i dont want to hang out with your friends more than i want to hang out with you. just recently theyve been making more of an effort to talk to me then you have. for like a week now you havent even acted like i was alive.
and i dunno why that was but if you think that my talking to your friends hurts, atleast if i talk to them i made attempts to talk to you too. you acting like im not even alive hurts more than anything else. because i thought you were one of my best friends, for fucks sake your my wifey. but lately it seems like you dont want anything to do with me. so i left you alone because the feeling i got was that you didnt even care.
I don't know what to say, because even when we're in the same room you're always talking to other people and not me, so I leave you alone. And it does seem like you'd rather hangout and talk to my friends rather than me, whether you mean it to or not. Like Steph, you always talk to her, and at Angels the other day you hungout and talked to her so I just started talking to Amanda cause she looked like she wanted to hangout with me. And like now, you're friends with Lexie and Kristin and whoever else. It just sucks that I was the one that introduced you to everyone and now they talk to you more than I do. I don't know. It's all just really gay right now.
i talk to other people because since the show in charleroi you havent seemed like you cared that i was around. you left that night and didnt even say goodbye to me. you hugged everyone else and didnt even bother to fucking wave to me or anything. so after that i just stayed away.
i <3 everyone ive met since i met you. but you cant just assume that they mean more to me than you do.
you were the first person i met from charleroi, the first person who took the time to care. and im thankful for that. but recently you dont seem like you give a shit whether im breathing or dead on the street somewhere.
and that is how i feel. im sorry if you think that i dont want you around and that my talking to other people makes you feel unwanted. but you just have to know i never meant it to be like that. i never meant to make you feel bad at all.
I did try to talk to you at the show in Charleroi but you seemed like you didn't give two shits about it. Everytime I looked at you, you or Kaycee were talking to Steph. So why would I intrude on your convos. I already thought that I was annoying you, Kaycee and Steph already so I didn't want to push it. And we did hangout at that show, you can't say we didn't. Remember I texted you like 50 times saying that Drew touched his butt, Scott must be blocking your view, and/or whatever. I just thought that it was bugging you. I know you didn't mean for me to overreact to it and everything, that's my fault. But I hate losing friends, especially ones that actually care and don't pretend to care.
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i Miss you..Terribly!
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<3 amanda <3
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<3
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But i do havta say everytime i attempt to talk to you it seems you shove me away...Like at shows,i talk you ignore me!
I Miss You Terribly....
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I miss you too.
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Later<3
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alright here goes nothing.
i dont want to hang out with your friends more than i want to hang out with you. just recently theyve been making more of an effort to talk to me then you have. for like a week now you havent even acted like i was alive.
and i dunno why that was but if you think that my talking to your friends hurts, atleast if i talk to them i made attempts to talk to you too. you acting like im not even alive hurts more than anything else. because i thought you were one of my best friends, for fucks sake your my wifey. but lately it seems like you dont want anything to do with me. so i left you alone because the feeling i got was that you didnt even care.
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i <3 everyone ive met since i met you. but you cant just assume that they mean more to me than you do.
you were the first person i met from charleroi, the first person who took the time to care. and im thankful for that. but recently you dont seem like you give a shit whether im breathing or dead on the street somewhere.
and that is how i feel. im sorry if you think that i dont want you around and that my talking to other people makes you feel unwanted. but you just have to know i never meant it to be like that. i never meant to make you feel bad at all.
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