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[colorofwater]

I keep expecting this to somehow be easier, but it isn't. It's not changing, I'm not thinking about her less, I haven't stopped instinctively reaching for my phone only to realize I can't call or text.

I still cry almost every day, almost 5 months later,

I'm getting sick of being around sad me and I'm sure everyone else is too.

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[nonpostmodern]

I was just signed on here for the first time in years and saw this. I am so very sorry for your loss. I really do not know what to say, because I have never experienced a loss of such magnitude before and cannot empathize. I hope that you are able to reach a point where you can come to terms with it and it stops being a bigger interference with your life than what you would like it to be.

[colorofwater]

I sort of drift back and forth through here.

I appreciate the kind words! We should really try to catch up some time, it's been way too long. I only recently realized you had sent me a message awhile back when you were driving thorough! I'm so sorry I didn't see it.

I hope you're doing well! :)