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colors_in_stars

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Jan 16, 2006 22:20

you guys all fucking blow. fuck this internet shit. no one gives a shit anymore. or maybe ive gotten super boring since not even one person commented on my pictures, which has never happened before.
none of my van friends even bother saying hi to me anymore...so i guess i have no reason to write in here anymore. i mean, what do i have to do to ( Read more... )

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kitchennoise January 17 2006, 06:33:51 UTC

whats wrong?

colors_in_stars January 17 2006, 06:43:30 UTC

forget it.

kitchennoise January 17 2006, 07:03:24 UTC

hey hun...
im not on here that much either
im working all the time
and ive been sick lately :(

im off to bed now cuz i need to be up at 7 am for work
today i worked from 8 am - 9:30 pm
it sux !!

i wish i could chat with you more

i do have wed/thurs off if youll be around

we miss you
*hugs*

colors_in_stars January 18 2006, 19:37:02 UTC

I wish I had Wed/Thurs off.

terriblestorm January 17 2006, 06:51:59 UTC

Hey hey, I just haven't been on LJ very much lately!
And I feel like that too, like nobody comes to visit me (I always go up to Van... except when you came, which was fabulous, even though it snowed!). I don't think it's you, I think that the whole "crew" has grown apart in general. :-/

colors_in_stars January 17 2006, 06:54:24 UTC

i know...you weren't referenced in this < 3

kitchennoise January 17 2006, 07:05:55 UTC

i miss you too !!
and the crew
everyone has grown apart
i usually see each person seperatly like once a year
a few i see a bit more often

its hard to do when everyone has such different schedules
work/school/relationships etc

i hope your shows are going well :)
*hugs*

ckret January 17 2006, 10:29:57 UTC

You know I love you!
I admit, that I have definately been an ass for not talking to you, EVER. I am always "online" on MSN, but I am never actually on msn, and when I am, I never talk to anyone because I hate talking via internet. I should make more of an effort talking to you on there, because I never, ever talk to you. I am sorry <3 !!

Since I have started my new position 3 months ago, I work 8-8 1/2 hrs a day, and am bagged when I get home from work at night.

I will msg you next time I see you online,

<3

colors_in_stars January 18 2006, 19:36:08 UTC

Or leave me a myspace comment or something! I feel silly having you on my top 8 when I don't even have a comment from you! ;) <3<3

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colors_in_stars January 18 2006, 19:35:02 UTC

Bah you, I still love you. I will feed you if you come to see me. And I won't let you get hurt...it's really not that dangerous here. So uh hurry up and graduate already. Thanks.

ckret January 19 2006, 05:07:31 UTC

I agree about the talking to a screen thing too.. it really sucks. I know that there is someone on the other end of the screen and all, but it's just not the same for me. It sucks that I feel that way, but I seriously can't stand talking to people on MSN.

I do find this post offensive...
I can't help but take offense to the fact that you said we "all fucking blow" and what you said about everyone... i know you were mad, but DUDE, definately not a way to deal with things, especially if you are expecting everyone to reply back with an "I LOVE YOU!!" etc.

colors_in_stars January 19 2006, 05:37:17 UTC

i wasn't expecting anyone to reply 'i love you,' i just wanted acknowledgement that i exist. it seems like since ash and i broke up no one has wanted to talk to me. so i was a little upset and i had just quit smoking and super grumpy. im sorry...you dont fucking blow. it just hurts that no one cares enough to even say hi anymore.

morningstar81 January 17 2006, 23:26:43 UTC

you know we all love you!

i've reply to your lj posts but you never reply to what i say.

and i do admit im not as much of a talker on msn. and we should talk more.
and im sorry.

but you are my friend and you do mean alot to me!