Comments | colour_crayon: Retrospection... Life's ok.

colour_crayon

Retrospection... Life's ok.

Apr 13, 2005 02:03

These are my thoughts from today. They aren't directed at everyone, but at some. And mainly, this is so that I can figure things out for myself and get them out of my head ( Read more... )

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rabbit_lord April 13 2005, 11:16:25 UTC

w00t?

~Prongs

papercut_wings April 13 2005, 19:49:36 UTC

Yes, Woot.

angyish April 13 2005, 12:26:43 UTC

or maybe you guys were 16 and just trying to be kids and not grow up to much in a hurry like everyone wants us to these days. college for intellectual growth highschool for fucking around. its a beautiful fucking deal but thats the way it works.

and yes no one really gets it until they get out, and then most people still don't get it. hell i have 4 or 5 people up here who hate the drama. and its like well then maybe you should change shit in your life.

papercut_wings April 13 2005, 19:45:54 UTC

But now that I am out, I realize that I wasted so much time. And that bothers me. Because if I had known about it in high school, I would have tried to get out sooner, you know?

And you're right, some STILL don't get it. But then you just don't have to deal with those people.

*sigh*. I just wish that things had been different... but oh well.
Thanks Aaron. You rock.

strawberryz06 April 13 2005, 18:07:12 UTC

wow. that is almost exactly what i was thinking yesterday. all the fakeness, inactivity, and melodrama is highschool is so unconstructive and annoying. we make our lives pointless and spend our time in a world that is not real and makes no sense to others. i am so happy to hear you getting out of the hole and finally trying to reach "happy."

papercut_wings April 13 2005, 19:49:16 UTC

Yeah.
I'm sorry that you're still stuck in it.
Don't worry. There's so much out of the small high school world. You're better off... or maybe its worse? for being able to see it while you're stuck in the middle of it.

sircosmic April 13 2005, 19:07:26 UTC

you may have been born a few years late

papercut_wings April 13 2005, 19:47:22 UTC

Maybe you're right.

Hope that you're still doing well in Hopkins.
Yeah for only a couple weeks of school left!

swoosh we are not robots anonymous April 13 2005, 21:09:54 UTC

Reading this makes me sad that we never had a chance to get really close.

Email me your phone number, lovey, I'd like to talk to you once in a while.

::danielle::

Re: swoosh we are not robots papercut_wings April 13 2005, 21:14:28 UTC

Me too.

I would love to email you my number... but I need to send it somewhere... whats your address darlin'?

Leahbird

Re: swoosh we are not robots anonymous April 14 2005, 03:33:55 UTC

'Darlin.' See you at the square dance, hoe-down, barn-raising and county fair-grounds, pardner.

dae_to_day@yahoo.com

::danielle::