Tell Me you love me. But this time, only me.
Title : Tell me you love me. But this time, only me.
Pairing : Yoosu, Yunjae.
I know this is supposed to be the last chapter. But it's is quite long. So the next one is the last chappie. Sorry!!!
~Flashback~
"Please go out with me." Jung Yunho bowed down in front of Jae Joong, eyes tightly closed.
Jae Joong was... surprised but...confused. He didn't know Yunho very well. He was Yoochun's friend. But he had hung out with him before.
"Uhhh... What?" Jae looked around to find something, anything, that could be used as a distraction. But then he set his eyes on Yoochun, walking up to a girl, bowing exactly in the same way as Yunho was now.
"I know you might have feelings for someone else, but please at least give me a chance. I'll do anything." Yunho closed his eyes even tighter.
Jae Joong narrowed his eyes, "Okay. I'll date you..."
In his mind, he probably knew he was going to hurt this guy. But the pain in his heart from seeing Yoochun, the love of his life, confessing to someone else, hurt.
~End flashback~
*~*
"I wasn't confessing." Yoochun started as soon as Jae Joong finished the short story.
Jae Joong tilted his head to one side.
"I was borrowing notes..." Yoochun looked a bit perturbed.
"O-oh... I guess I made a mistake then." Jae Joong blushed at his mistake, without realising how much that could have changed the situation now.
Yoochun pulled him into his arms, "What do you want now, Jae? What do we do now?"
Jae Joong's eyes widened, pulling away slightly, "What do you mean?"
"I mean, we've hurt our boyfriends by saying we love each other. I'm asking about what your feelings are now."
"Do you love me, Yoochun?"Jae Joong ventured.
Letting out a deep breath, Yoochun replied, "I did. But I wanted to let go so much. For Junsu's sake."
This had brought tears to Jae Joong's eyes, "He loves you so much.. So much more than I ever could have..."
Yoochun nodded, "That's why, I want to love him as much."
"Tch, don't force yourself. Junsu doesn't want someone who's forcing himself to love him out of pity. He said he's fine with the situation and that he's happy you dated him. He's extremely happy you gave him a chance." Shim Changmin burst in.
"What are you doing here." Yoochun's eyes were cold.
"I'm here because I knew something was going to be revealed. And.. I knew that that something... would hurt Junsu twice as much if he had come here by himself." Changmin threw something at Yoochun and smiled, "I think he's done. As much as I hate you, you made him happy. At least for a little while. And I'm thankful for that. It was his dream every since he laid eyes on you. To be with the man he loves."
Running away, Changmin bowed to both Jae Joong and Yoochun before whispering 'bye' in a hurried rush and leaving.
"Yoochun... I want to end this. Whatever this is, this remaining feelings of whatever between us. I want it to end."
"Jae, I told myself that I've stopped liking you, last year. I mean, I never got to finalise it.. but it happened. And... I'm glad it did. I was actually able to let go of the past."
Jae Joong nodded and gave Yoochun another hug, "I did too..."
"So... what happened between you and Yunho. He said he knew you liked me...and...you did say some harsh things in front of him."
Yoochun pulled Jae Joong to sit down next to him on the bench.
"He knew... I always suspected that he knew. When he confessed to me, he said ' I know you might have feelings for someone else.'. I always felt bad."
"Did something happen along the way'?" Yoochun looked at Jae Joong expectantly.
"Doesn't it always? He's probably the sweetest guy anyone has ever met. He's the only one who has ever called me every single night, just to say good night and, his exact words, 'I love you, Jae. Even more this second. More and more each second.'." Jae Joong smiled through his tears.
"Who does that anymore? That cheesy boy." Yoochun chuckled a little.
"Yeah. Well, I always tried to reply... But only 'Good night' came out. Then I said to myself, 'I love him. And, tonight, I'll definitely say I love him too.' I decided to try. Because he always tried for me. He always said bye before it became obvious that I wasn't going to say it."
"At least you didn't tell him you never loved him and never will."
"Yeah, I heard Junsu talk about that. What happened?"
*~*
~Flashback~
Yoochun clenched his knuckles, his eyes hardened. He hated the fact that Yunho was always with Jae Joong, and Jae Joong was always smiling.
It had been two months since the couple got together, and Yoochun also had found himself a boyfriend too. But, seeing them kiss... that got Yoochun pissed.
"Chunnie? Are you okay?" Junsu, his innocent boyfriend asked him.
"What do you want? Who the hell do you think you are to call me Chunnie." Yoochun growled.
Junsu knew Yoochun was in a mood, so he tried to be there for him, "I'm your boyfriend. The one who loves you, Chunnie.
This really pissed Yoochun off, "What the hell? Who do you think you are? Love? Please, I will never love you. My heart only belongs to Kim Jae Joong. I will never fall in love with you. So get out of my sight."
Junsu sobbed a little, "Okay. Bye, Yoochun. I'll see you tomorrow. I love you."
~End flashback~
*~*
"I never talked about it anymore after that," Yoochun looked down and played with his hands.
"What about the next day? What happened?" Jae Joong looked at Yoochun curiously.
"He was as cheerful as ever. Changmin gave me an earful, but Junsu held him back saying not to rile me up anymore."
Jae Joong chuckled, "Junsu is such a good boyfriend. Come on, let's go back in. You still haven't seen Junsu. You've got some work to do. And so do I."
Yoochun nodded and stood up, dusting off his pants, "I do miss him already."
"See? In love already." Jae Joong laughed.
"Maybe. Maybe. But I'm glad we got this settled. Thanks, Jae."
Jae Joong smiled, "You too."
*~*
"Su." Yoochun flew to Junsu's side once he reached the room.
Changmin stood up furiously, "What are you doing here. I already gave him your necklace back. Go away. Leave."
Yoochun pulled away slowly, "Necklace?"
Slowly, Yoochun pulled the necklace from his pocket. He just remembered that Changmin had thrown it to him.
"Yeah. Don't think we're that stupid Yoochun... How can you give Junsu a necklace with Kim Jae Joong written on the back!?" Changmin was ready to launch a fist at Yoochun.
"Yunnie, can I talk to you outside." Jae Joong looked hopefully at Yunho.
Without reply, Yunho left the room, but still holding the door for Jae Joong to leave.
"Yes, how may I help you?" Yunho started in a very formal tone.
Jae Joong lifted his hand and intertwined them with Yunho's. Yunho looked down at their joined hands and his eyes grew red.
"Yoochun doesn't like me anymore." Jae Joong started out slowly.
Yunho pulled his hand away at the work Yoochun.
"Jae Joong-sshi, I...I knew about your love with Yoochun and I'm sorry for taking that away from you. But, I'm thankful that you gave me a chance. Even better, lots of amazing memories. But, since the start of our relationship, I knew that one day it would come to this and I prepared myself for the consequences. And I think I'm ready to face what it is. But before that, please let me say bye to Junsu first." Yunho didn't wait for a reply, instead he went back inside the room.
"Junsu ah, don't worry yeah. Yoochun doesn't like Jae Joong-sshi anymore. No worries. Your relationship is safe. So please make up with him." Yunho whispered to Junsu before telling him to take care.
Then, he faced Yoochun and Jae Joong, who were huddled together. Walking straight up to them, Yunho knelt down until he was on his knees in front of Yoochun.
"Yunho..." Yoochun looked down at his friend kneeling down in front of him.
"I surrender my love...to you."
Pairing : Yoosu, Yunjae.
I know this is supposed to be the last chapter. But it's is quite long. So the next one is the last chappie. Sorry!!!
~Flashback~
"Please go out with me." Jung Yunho bowed down in front of Jae Joong, eyes tightly closed.
Jae Joong was... surprised but...confused. He didn't know Yunho very well. He was Yoochun's friend. But he had hung out with him before.
"Uhhh... What?" Jae looked around to find something, anything, that could be used as a distraction. But then he set his eyes on Yoochun, walking up to a girl, bowing exactly in the same way as Yunho was now.
"I know you might have feelings for someone else, but please at least give me a chance. I'll do anything." Yunho closed his eyes even tighter.
Jae Joong narrowed his eyes, "Okay. I'll date you..."
In his mind, he probably knew he was going to hurt this guy. But the pain in his heart from seeing Yoochun, the love of his life, confessing to someone else, hurt.
~End flashback~
*~*
"I wasn't confessing." Yoochun started as soon as Jae Joong finished the short story.
Jae Joong tilted his head to one side.
"I was borrowing notes..." Yoochun looked a bit perturbed.
"O-oh... I guess I made a mistake then." Jae Joong blushed at his mistake, without realising how much that could have changed the situation now.
Yoochun pulled him into his arms, "What do you want now, Jae? What do we do now?"
Jae Joong's eyes widened, pulling away slightly, "What do you mean?"
"I mean, we've hurt our boyfriends by saying we love each other. I'm asking about what your feelings are now."
"Do you love me, Yoochun?"Jae Joong ventured.
Letting out a deep breath, Yoochun replied, "I did. But I wanted to let go so much. For Junsu's sake."
This had brought tears to Jae Joong's eyes, "He loves you so much.. So much more than I ever could have..."
Yoochun nodded, "That's why, I want to love him as much."
"Tch, don't force yourself. Junsu doesn't want someone who's forcing himself to love him out of pity. He said he's fine with the situation and that he's happy you dated him. He's extremely happy you gave him a chance." Shim Changmin burst in.
"What are you doing here." Yoochun's eyes were cold.
"I'm here because I knew something was going to be revealed. And.. I knew that that something... would hurt Junsu twice as much if he had come here by himself." Changmin threw something at Yoochun and smiled, "I think he's done. As much as I hate you, you made him happy. At least for a little while. And I'm thankful for that. It was his dream every since he laid eyes on you. To be with the man he loves."
Running away, Changmin bowed to both Jae Joong and Yoochun before whispering 'bye' in a hurried rush and leaving.
"Yoochun... I want to end this. Whatever this is, this remaining feelings of whatever between us. I want it to end."
"Jae, I told myself that I've stopped liking you, last year. I mean, I never got to finalise it.. but it happened. And... I'm glad it did. I was actually able to let go of the past."
Jae Joong nodded and gave Yoochun another hug, "I did too..."
"So... what happened between you and Yunho. He said he knew you liked me...and...you did say some harsh things in front of him."
Yoochun pulled Jae Joong to sit down next to him on the bench.
"He knew... I always suspected that he knew. When he confessed to me, he said ' I know you might have feelings for someone else.'. I always felt bad."
"Did something happen along the way'?" Yoochun looked at Jae Joong expectantly.
"Doesn't it always? He's probably the sweetest guy anyone has ever met. He's the only one who has ever called me every single night, just to say good night and, his exact words, 'I love you, Jae. Even more this second. More and more each second.'." Jae Joong smiled through his tears.
"Who does that anymore? That cheesy boy." Yoochun chuckled a little.
"Yeah. Well, I always tried to reply... But only 'Good night' came out. Then I said to myself, 'I love him. And, tonight, I'll definitely say I love him too.' I decided to try. Because he always tried for me. He always said bye before it became obvious that I wasn't going to say it."
"At least you didn't tell him you never loved him and never will."
"Yeah, I heard Junsu talk about that. What happened?"
*~*
~Flashback~
Yoochun clenched his knuckles, his eyes hardened. He hated the fact that Yunho was always with Jae Joong, and Jae Joong was always smiling.
It had been two months since the couple got together, and Yoochun also had found himself a boyfriend too. But, seeing them kiss... that got Yoochun pissed.
"Chunnie? Are you okay?" Junsu, his innocent boyfriend asked him.
"What do you want? Who the hell do you think you are to call me Chunnie." Yoochun growled.
Junsu knew Yoochun was in a mood, so he tried to be there for him, "I'm your boyfriend. The one who loves you, Chunnie.
This really pissed Yoochun off, "What the hell? Who do you think you are? Love? Please, I will never love you. My heart only belongs to Kim Jae Joong. I will never fall in love with you. So get out of my sight."
Junsu sobbed a little, "Okay. Bye, Yoochun. I'll see you tomorrow. I love you."
~End flashback~
*~*
"I never talked about it anymore after that," Yoochun looked down and played with his hands.
"What about the next day? What happened?" Jae Joong looked at Yoochun curiously.
"He was as cheerful as ever. Changmin gave me an earful, but Junsu held him back saying not to rile me up anymore."
Jae Joong chuckled, "Junsu is such a good boyfriend. Come on, let's go back in. You still haven't seen Junsu. You've got some work to do. And so do I."
Yoochun nodded and stood up, dusting off his pants, "I do miss him already."
"See? In love already." Jae Joong laughed.
"Maybe. Maybe. But I'm glad we got this settled. Thanks, Jae."
Jae Joong smiled, "You too."
*~*
"Su." Yoochun flew to Junsu's side once he reached the room.
Changmin stood up furiously, "What are you doing here. I already gave him your necklace back. Go away. Leave."
Yoochun pulled away slowly, "Necklace?"
Slowly, Yoochun pulled the necklace from his pocket. He just remembered that Changmin had thrown it to him.
"Yeah. Don't think we're that stupid Yoochun... How can you give Junsu a necklace with Kim Jae Joong written on the back!?" Changmin was ready to launch a fist at Yoochun.
"Yunnie, can I talk to you outside." Jae Joong looked hopefully at Yunho.
Without reply, Yunho left the room, but still holding the door for Jae Joong to leave.
"Yes, how may I help you?" Yunho started in a very formal tone.
Jae Joong lifted his hand and intertwined them with Yunho's. Yunho looked down at their joined hands and his eyes grew red.
"Yoochun doesn't like me anymore." Jae Joong started out slowly.
Yunho pulled his hand away at the work Yoochun.
"Jae Joong-sshi, I...I knew about your love with Yoochun and I'm sorry for taking that away from you. But, I'm thankful that you gave me a chance. Even better, lots of amazing memories. But, since the start of our relationship, I knew that one day it would come to this and I prepared myself for the consequences. And I think I'm ready to face what it is. But before that, please let me say bye to Junsu first." Yunho didn't wait for a reply, instead he went back inside the room.
"Junsu ah, don't worry yeah. Yoochun doesn't like Jae Joong-sshi anymore. No worries. Your relationship is safe. So please make up with him." Yunho whispered to Junsu before telling him to take care.
Then, he faced Yoochun and Jae Joong, who were huddled together. Walking straight up to them, Yunho knelt down until he was on his knees in front of Yoochun.
"Yunho..." Yoochun looked down at his friend kneeling down in front of him.
"I surrender my love...to you."