i'd like to say that life is eh? but i had lunch with some beautiful girls today and they are so fun.
and in a little bit we're going out together to have some more fun.
nut i still feel sort of crappy.
sorry guys!

i figured everybody would like to know that dustin and i broke up on tuesday.
i'm a-ok though.
maybe more later cuz i feel weird writing this is in my journal, but i haven't told anybody.
so yup.

k today i feel SOSOOSOSOSOOOOOOOOOOOO much better. props to madeline. i love you! and i thought about a lot of things and mybe this isn't love or anything, but it's pretty darn close and i should try and be more patient with people instead of getting all mad and giving up right away. cuz its true, i give up right away when things dont go my way ( Read more... )

you know what's really dumb? when people say they love someone, but they really dont know what love is. what do i know about love? its a littlelittle word with so much meaning behind it. im only 16 and i hate to admit but mom was right.
i know i'l regret this later cuz i change my mind a lot.
but hey, just keep it in mind.

i hate girls who are whiny and crying over dumb boys. and i hate even more that i'm becoming one of those girls. i dont even want to think about it. first it was too little now too much. i dunno, i'm just really upset IM me (xcoloursgalore) if you reaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanna know. cuz im too embarassed to write here.

The Keys to Your Heart

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HA, i quit the play even though there's two more days. Mrs. Martin acted like she was made about, but I know she isn't, I was only there to fill up space on the stage. mrs martin is lame ( Read more... )

okayyyyyy. i'm sooo happy today! i dont know why, today was just dumb. i hate the SATs and i hate stupid track and i hate the dumb play because i have the stupidest nonmeaningful part just because i'm on track and couldnt come to practice a lot. i'm never doing drama again. what a waste of my life.SOyea, yesterday me and dustin [(dustin and i) ( Read more... )

ok, i'm so mad right now cuz i wrote a whole entry and i dunno it got deleted some how! sucks. so here is an extremly condensed version of what i wrote before: uh5:30 am for track and the play! i'm so tired. yesterday me, jesse, july, and brook-ers hung out with the skate boys to work on our skate skills. i'm getting better. tomorrow=meet, play, ( Read more... )

Hey! i've been meaning to write in here for such a long time. my high jump skills are getting really good. 4'8" yayyyyy. wednesday eugene d and eric r had a little show for java night and they were sooo good. i hope they remember me when they're famous. uhmmm thursday nothing, fridayhung out with dustin and the girlies. saturday just practiced ( Read more... )

Hey, yesterday was Easter and I didn’t even write anything about it. It came so quickly this year it didn’t even feel like it was Easter. I went to church with my family then we spent the rest of the day at my house and my aunt and cousins came over. It was a boring day. Today I woke up for track at 7am and it was raining so hard. We stayed ( Read more... )