i went to lunch with andrew today. it was fun. then when rachel got out of school at 2 we went to the gym.
it was bussy at work. but it went by really fastttt. i work 5 days of the spring break. i dont really care. i need cash and it isnt bad hours.

ps: i hate my dad.

today had its ups and downs.
i cant even show my real feelings because i dont want to seem weak. i wish he did care. just a little.. like he used to. anything?
i went to rachels and we went to the gym for a while. i came home and went for a run. it was pretty outside.

im so proud of myself. im actually sticking to a diet for once. i had a good day today. i went tanning and got my pay check sence i was there. i was stoked to get $80 for a weeks work. then me and rachel ran to tropical smoothie on shore drive to get a smoothie and then we went to the gym. after the gym, me, her and her parents took her dogs and ( Read more... )

its so hard to belive a liar. i did nothing to you but put up with all your damn shit. its funny all the shit someone will say to get someone to belive they care. i really dont need your lieing ass. your such a bull shiter and i hope you know that. all those lines you fed me over and over and over. i cant belive i believed you. i should of none. ( Read more... )

iv been missing out on a lot latley. im grounded. iv never been grounded before. i deserve it though. i did get arrested. i just hate not being able to go out. i went out last night with rachel. my mom said it was ok for me to stay the night at her house. so i did. but... we went out and hung out with people. tehehe. she never said not to do that. ( Read more... )

im so siked on ring dance. i cant waittt. me, lo, tiffany,  tay and a few other girls threw down and got  a hotel room and its a suite. it has 2 rooms and like 4 beds, and pull out couches, and a tanning bed and a hot tub and ahh. soo stoked. massive people are gonna be staying over. im just excited to finally get out and have a good weekend with ( Read more... )

i got the job at sunshine tanning. im stokeddd! i start thursday.
me and rachel went to the mall yesterday and i got my ring dance and prom dress. :D

iv been happy lately

i have a interview at sunshine tanning tomorrow at 3:30.
im so stokedd. i need a job desperately.

:D

 i got fired from y-not. 
i lost a job i loved and pretty much lost a friend in a 3 day period. this shit sucks.

i finally got to get out of my house yesterday. i had been stuck in all weekend because my mama wanted to make shure i wasnt gonna get sick again. i had a good weekend.