I isolated myself again and i should have listened to natasha. i refrained from keeping in touch with all my local friends because i didn't want to have to deal with the pain of saying good bye and now i am fucked because i am social by nature and i feel very lonely
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The Ugandan government is actually exiling the indigenous Batawa Pygmies from the rain forests they have lived in for THOUSANDS of years to declare the rain forest a sanctuary for the gorrilas that live in the
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I am have been on the computer all night trying to find something stimulating to my brain meats but i think they still feel empty and then you get to that hard question. why am i still here? what does my ego want in this body. i don't have much that i keep my ego entertained any more. it is getting a sense of "i have seen it all" it's all just
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I have been busy living the real life of a struggling artist in an economic slumb but things are looking brighter. I feel much more financially stable again and i am being very creative and productive but once again i am cut off from the internet. i actually probably won't invest in internet again until i move to California. i am not often the type
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Lately i have been switching my wardrobe to 100% natural fibers. preferably silk, cotton, linen, angora and cashmere. ditching all the old poly and spandex for my naked lady parties.
So I am just walking home talking to Dire on my cell phone and i guess some "good citizen" called the cops on me in one point of the conversation because i was describing the scenery around me and supposedly spinning around in circles looking lost
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Oh i was heart broken! it still hurts quite a bit. :( I had to cancel my art show cuz my work cut back my hours which means less finances for living and for art show. Blah, I lost 10 lbs because i can't afford to eat enough right now for my active lifestyle. :(
I am sorry for the disapointment but maybe something good could come out of this.
So i have not been very active lately for various reasons. my neighbors caught on that i was mooching their internet so they blocked me and it is somewhat of an inconvenience to go down town to get the internet. also i was working 2 full time jobs for a little bit there and found it hard to schedule sleep into my schedule let alone the internet.
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1. Pick your 5 favorite OTPs (One True Pairing) 2. Find pictures and post them. 3. Give the name of the OTP and what fandom they're from. 4. List your favorite moment between them and/or explain why you love them