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.x. [my name is]: Cookie.
.x. [in the morning i am]: Hungover.
.x. [all i need is]: Aspirin?
.x. [love is]: Mikey. <3
.x. [im afraid of]: Losing.
.x. [i dream about]: Nothing.
- Y E S . O R . N O -
.x. [you keep a diary]: Only Livejournal.
.x. [you like to cook]: I can't cook, at all.
.x. [you have a secret you have not shared with anyone]: A couple.
.x. [you fold your underwear]: No way.
.x. [you talk in your sleep]: Not as far as I've been told.
.x. [you set your watch a few minutes ahead]: I don't even have a watch.
.x. [you believe in love]: Yeah.
- D O -
.x. [you wish you could live somewhere else]: Not really. Everything I love/want is right here.
.x. [you think about suicide]: Sometimes.
.x. [others find you attractive]: Uh, a few? And my boyfriend, I hope.
.x. [you want more piercings]: All the time.
.x. [you want more tattoos]: Definetly.
.x. [you drink]: Not as much as I used to.
.x. [you do drugs]: Some.
.x. [you smoke]: Like a chimney.
.x. [you like cleaning]: Who does?
.x. [you like roller coasters]: Hell yes.
.x. [you write in cursive or print]: I write in scribble.
.x. [you carry a donor card]: Nope.
- H A V E . Y O U . E V E R -
.x. [been in love]: Am.
x. [cried when someone died]: Yes.
.x. [lied]: Uh huh.
.x. [fallen for your best friend]: Yes. :(
.x. [been rejected]: Once.
.x. [rejected someone]: Yep.
.x. [used someone]: Yes.
.x. [been cheated on]: Yeah, sucks.
.x. [done something you regret]: I'm sure everyone has.
-N U M B E R-
.x. [of times i have had my heart broken]: One.
.x. [of hearts i have broken]: Probably too many.
.x. [of guys i have kissed]: Um..a lot.
.x. [of girls i have kissed]: Properly kissed, six.
.x.[of continents i have lived in]: Just one.
.x. [of close friends]: In real life, Chris is my best friend FO EVA.
.x. [of cd's that i own]: Around 70? I counted, but forgot. :D
.x. [of scars on my body]: A bunch from boarding on my arms and legs, plus burn scars from cigarettes and stuff, as well as a big one on my head from when I fell down some stairs and went through the glass in a door.
.x. [of things in my past that I regret]: 32849365476538357956.
put an X next to the things you've done:
(X) been drunk.
(X) been so drunk you hurled
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) kissed a member of the same sex.
(X) kissed your best boy friend (not boyfriend..)
( ) crashed a friend's car.
( ) been to japan.
(X) rode in a taxi.
(X) been in love.
(X) had sex.
(X) been dumped.
(X) shoplifted.
(X) snuck out of my parent's house.
( ) been caught masturbating.
(X) pissed on myself.
(X) been arrested.
( ) had a crush on a teacher.
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new york.
(X) been to europe.
(X) skipped school
- F I R S T S -
First job: Hand?
First piercing/tattoo: Ears, and the DIY tattoo that I did on my wrist.
First credit card: My boyfriend's. :D
First enemy: Jessica. Grr.
First big trip: Uh, Spain.
- L A S T S -
Last car ride: The other day.
Last kiss: My boyfriend, about six hours ago. :)
Last movie watched: Freddy Got Fingered! -obsessed-
Last beverage drank: Water.
Last food consumed: MANGO.
Last phone call: Rhys and he called me about..nothing.
Last time showered: An hour ago!
Last CD played: Some mix CD from Jay.
Last annoyance: Being unable to find some pants.
Last ice cream eaten: Was a long time ago?
Last time scolded: o_o
Last shirt worn: Black and green plaid U.K. Subs tshirt.
Last site visited: Livejournal, and Ebay.
(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Bisexual.
(3) Single?: Nope.
(4) Want to be?: Never.
(5) Your birthday: May 26th, 1989.
(6) Age you act: 15?
(7) Age you wish you were: 21!
(8) Your height: 5'6"-ish.
(9) The color of your eyes: Gray.
(10) Happy with it?: I guess so.
(11) The color of your hair:White.
(12) Happy with it?: Sure, although it's in terrible condition. I dye it way too much.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right-handed.
(14) Your living arrangement?: Yeah, a HOUSE.
(27) Your family: Consists of my dad and sister.
(29) What's your job: Nothing.
(30) Piercings?: Four in my left ear - two lobe, cartilage and tragus. Five in my left - two lobe, cartilage, tragus and anti-tragus. Two navel piercings, septum, right nostril and lip. 14.
(32) Obsessions? Piercings? :P
(35) Do you speak another language?: A bit of German and French.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: No.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: Nope.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: I'd like to think so.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yeah, I suppose.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Yeah.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Yeah - I'm trying to make myself better, though.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?:
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Excessive smoking would be the worse, I think.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: Usually on my piercings.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "..."
46) What's your biggest fear?: Losing everything.
(47) Can you sing: Yes. But can I sing well? No.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ...no. o_o
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probably not.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: I try. :P
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Yes.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: Depends on my mood. -copy cat- :o
(55) Have you got a question for me?: Well, who are YOU?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: No idea.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: My weight.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Beauty.
(59) How do you vent?: Kicking and punching walls and doors.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: For the third time, yes.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: No.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:..
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: Piercings and tattoos.
(65) And least?: Everything that isn't piercings or tattoos.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Not at all.
(67) Are you confident?: I think so?
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Gir? Haha.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: No, except Chris and Mikey. Sometimes.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: -dumb- :D
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke? Guilty.
(72) Do drugs?: Nothing too heavy though.
(73) Read the newspaper?: No.
(74) Pray?: Never.
(75) Go to church? Nonononononononono.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sure. :D
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Nope.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Rain is fun.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes.
(80) Drive?: I backed my friend's car out of his driveway!
(81) Like to drive fast?: Probably.
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: No.
(83) Hurt yourself?: Um, yes.
(84) Been out of the country?: Yep.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: No?
(86) Burped?: Obviously.
(87) Been unfaithful?: One too many times..
(88) Been in love?: Damn repeated questions.
(89) Done drugs?: See above.
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Yeah.
(92) Had a surgery?: Yep.
(93) Ran away from home?: Yeah, I've been locked out a lot as well.
(94) Played strip poker?: Haha, yes. :o
(95) Gotten beaten up?: ..yeah.
(97) Been picked on?: Yes. I used to do BALLET.
(98) Been on stage?: Yes.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Not just yet, but I had said yes to dating certain people while drunk that I definetly would not have sober.
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
(101) Thought about suicide?: Yep.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: TWO IN A ROW. :o!!
(103) If yes, what is your record?: See above.
(104) Gone one day without food?: Yep.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah. :)
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes.
(107) Slept all day?: Yeah.
(108) Killed someone?: Oh yeah, all the time.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: ..
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No.
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yeah.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Yep.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yes.
(114) Been betrayed?: Um, yeah.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: Nope.
(116) Broken the law?: A bunch of times.
(117) Met a famous person?: Yeah, I've met a bunch of bands and stuff.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No way.
(146) Stolen anything?: Yes. Lots of things.
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: No.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: YES!
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? I have panic attacks. -shrug-
(150) Considered religious vocation?: No. :)
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Nope.
(152) Bungee jumped?: No, but one day.. :)
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes. And more of a nightmare.
Beliefs
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: No.
(167) Miracles?: No.
(168) Astrology?: No.
(169) Magic?: No.
(170) God?: No.
(171) Satan?: No.
(172) Santa?: No.
(173) Ghosts?: No.
(174) Luck?: No.
(175) Love at first sight?: No.
(176) Yin and Yang?: No.
(177) Witches?: No.
(178) Easter bunny?: No.
(179) Believe it' possible to remain faithful forever?: No.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No.
(181) Do you wish on stars?: No.
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Nah.
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Yep.
(184) Still love him/her?: ..
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: No?
(186) What do you find romantic?: Roses and all that shit.
(187) Turn-on?: GIRL ON GIRL. :D
(188) Turn-off?: Um..
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: Usually.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Flattered.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Blind, maybe.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Yep.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: ..no.
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: -shrug- Ask them?
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: PENIS!
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: -shrug-
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: Mikey let me use his credit card to buy something on Ebay.
(208) Are you in love?: Yeah, I think so.
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: Very much so.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: Remember that I have a boyfriend?
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: o_o
(212) You wanted to kill?: Amy.
(213) That you laughed at?: Liam. :D
(214) That laughed at you?: Dannii, I think.
(215) That turned you on?: Mikey.
(216) You went shopping with?: Mikey.
(217) That broke your heart?: Josh.
(218) To disappoint you?: Sam.
(220) To make you cry?: Mikey, but it was my fault.
(221) To brighten up your day?: Mikey.
(222) That you thought about?: Mikey.
(223) You saw a movie with?: Mikey.
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Rhys.
(225) You talked to through IM?: Liam.
(226) You saw?: On webcam, Matt and Peel. In real life, Mikey.
(227) You lost?: ..
(229) You thought was completely insane?: No idea. :o
(230) You wanted to be?: I don't know.
(231) You told off?: Mikey, in a jokey way. :D
(232) You trusted?: Um.
(233) You turned down?: David.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: Now.
(235) Laughed?: A few minutes ago.
(236) Cried?: Last week, sometime.
(237) Bought something?: Yesterday.
(238) Danced?: Yesterday, and it was more of a frolick.
(239) Were sarcastic?: -shrug-
(240) hugged someone?: Yesterday.
(241) Talked to an ex?: A day or so ago.
(242) Watched your fave movie?: Last week!
(243) Had a nightmare?: Don't remember.
(245) Talked on the phone?: Earlier today.
(246) Listened to the radio?: Um.
(247) Watched TV?: Now.
(248) Went out?: A few hours ago.
(249) Helped someone?: -shrug-
(250) Were mean?: Today. :)
(251) Sang? NOW. :D
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: The Village, and it sucked. I don't remember exactly when.
(253) Said "I love you"?: Yesterday, Mikey. <3
(254) Missed someone?: Now.
(255) Fought with a family member?: ..
(256) Fought with a friend?: A few days ago.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Don't know.
(258) Got drunk?: Two days ago, and hopefully again tonight.
(259) Had sex?: Three days ago. :)
Damn, that was long.