It has been a while since I last posted but I have been so busy. I got into Vegas on Thursday 16th of December. The trip was really great and Laura my best friend had a great time. We stopped in New Orleans (the big easy) and then traveled through Texas, new mexico, colorado then utah too vegas. The Rockys were the most fun we went sledding and ( Read more... )

Today was a very interestring day it started off like most any day but I had a feeling like I misplaced something. As I layed in bed I just stared at the fan go round, round, round and just though how life changes so fast. Two weeks ago I was talking to my Grandmother and now I can talk to her when ever I want but she can't talk to me. Also I ( Read more... )

I did not update yesterday because I was too busy. I went to Ambers grandmothers funeral and peformed, (ohhh she did call me on wednesday night. I left the funeral because I did not feel right and I drove half way home and I there was a thought that would not leave me so I turned around and went to reception the family was holding at the church. I ( Read more... )

Today started with the phone call that I feared, my grandfather called to tell us that my frandmother passed , that she stopped breathing. I jumped out of bed and raced to pick my grandfather up so we could go to the rehab center where she was at. My father meet us up there and we went into the room and my grandmother was laying there with her ( Read more... )

For all who read this I am stupid I keep spelling "Sarah's" name incorrectly. SARAH SPELLS HER NAME WITH AN "H" AT THE END!!!!!

Today started off as a usual day but It started off with wondering what is going to happen to my grandmother. She was in the same condition as she was yesterday and they keep giving her a pain killer so I feel better knowing that at least she is not in pain even if she is coginant or not ( Read more... )

Well today I got an early call around 7:37 in the morning it was my friend Brenda, I did not answer because I knew what the call was going to be about. Her mother died this morning at 7:30am. She was on her death bed for a few months and it was just the amoung of time. So I waited a few hours before I made my calls to her family. Let me also add ( Read more... )

Today I was at the hospital and my grandmother was incoherent and she could not remember much at all. She was able to understand simple commands but thats it. I had to feed her and it was a bit depressing. I have so much work I have to get done before I graduate this december. My grandmother comes first but I still have alot of work. The nurseing ( Read more... )

Today has been a very strange day. My grandmother is in the hospital and the reality of losing her is starting to hit me. Another strange part is that I called my a girl that hurt me very much this summer, why I don't know. It was a mistake and I am am annoyed at myself that I did that and that is going along with the pain I feel for my grandmother ( Read more... )