At 3h00pm yesterday, my best friend told me that he was moving to Indiana today around noonish in order to move to Saudi Arabia in two weeks
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Listen... Nothing "bad" that's in your mind has happened to you. I'm not sure what you are messing about in your head. To answer that question, "Yes you are a nice person" And, if you already dont know, I am shit, so maybe that's why it's happening to you. I dont want to leave personal matters into your journal and I dont want you to feel down, especially about yourself. =( So as more time progresses and you seem more "stable" to speak with, I want to explain and make you understand and feel if not better, somewhat better.
wow, that's pretty rough... losing freinds...it just sucks... But it was an amazing thing that you did for him, taking him to everyone and all that. You seem to be one pretty wonderful guy.
I want to thank Sera more, she was SO kind in driving us everywhere... it's ridiculous. I know that I'm not wonderful... I want to be... I want to be amazing and people to be proud that they know me. I'm already proud that I have such great friends and that I can be with them. But... I hope I can get better ... I guess. Lamo thing to say, everyone knows you can never be perfect. But anyways, yea, I'm really glad I've met all these people. I don't think anyone truly appreciates how great a lot of our friends are.
i'm sort of disappointed in myself for not liking him more, but i guess you start appreciating people when it's too late.
when shilpa told me about the saudi arabia thing i was like, WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? NOT POSSIBLE??!! but i guess, that's rick for ya. interesting kid, to say the least. who will i fear/dislike/but then not dislike that much anymore?
the last image in my head of him, i think, is you two walking off with that big tobaggan. ha, fitting, of course.
no matter what i keep telling myself, friends going away is still so tough. i was just getting to know him, too. believe it or not, that "communism" thing actually made me start to like him. he was so like, sincere about it. and when he was talking about being a freedom fighter, he sort of made me want to believe in him, that he could do such a thing.
for someone like him, it was like i didn't know whether he was joking or not. and i guess that's the only reason why i'm even believing this right now. he would do it, huh?
There are many sides to Rick. He acts like a dumbass/jerk around most people, but I guess I'm the only one he showed his intelligent/true side to. I know it sounds kinda weird, we all know what Rick acts like in school and stuff, but truly, he is the first person that I've actually had to think around. Most of the things he does is indirect, and if you don't know him that well, you don't understand a thing he says. So I guess that's why not many people like him... it's sad
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when shilpa told me about the saudi arabia thing i was like, WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? NOT POSSIBLE??!! but i guess, that's rick for ya. interesting kid, to say the least. who will i fear/dislike/but then not dislike that much anymore?
the last image in my head of him, i think, is you two walking off with that big tobaggan. ha, fitting, of course.
no matter what i keep telling myself, friends going away is still so tough. i was just getting to know him, too. believe it or not, that "communism" thing actually made me start to like him. he was so like, sincere about it. and when he was talking about being a freedom fighter, he sort of made me want to believe in him, that he could do such a thing.
for someone like him, it was like i didn't know whether he was joking or not. and i guess that's the only reason why i'm even believing this right now. he would do it, huh?
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