you do what you ~want~ to do... you do what's gonna make you happy... because you can only give so much of yourself away, before you have to deal with yourself...i know from experience. but here i am, still giving myself away...
if it's a question of college, then yes. ~ definitely~ go. enjoy every waking moment of it, because it ~ flies~ by <3
thank you. college isn't the question, really...it's how to end this sick cycle of complete self destruction and sabotage. and furthermore, how will i ever bring anyone else into this? i like someone, but i can't do that to him. i really can't. that's unfair.
I suggest the mall. Whenever you're splintering emotionally, just go to the mall and camp the place like a motherfucker, and ride around in shopping carts and all that fun stuff.
And you know, bringing someone else in may be exactly what you need, and besides, he might enjoy saving you. I know that a lot of people have the hero complex, even if we screw up a lot, but that's not the point. I believe in you, dearie.
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you do what you ~want~ to do...
you do what's gonna make you happy...
because you can only give so much of yourself away, before you have to deal with yourself...i know from experience. but here i am, still giving myself away...
if it's a question of college, then yes. ~ definitely~ go.
enjoy every waking moment of it, because it ~ flies~ by <3
norabear
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And you know, bringing someone else in may be exactly what you need, and besides, he might enjoy saving you. I know that a lot of people have the hero complex, even if we screw up a lot, but that's not the point. I believe in you, dearie.
Luff joo, Sarebear. <3
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