Small update. I still suck at life, but I'm still wicked cool, don't you guys worry about that. School is going alright, and I'm applying at Safeway after Lexx leaves. Yeah! Good shit, folks, Lexx is coming to visit me! -stares at Sasha- BE EXCITED! [I certainly am.] I have a boyfriend and we are....well, pretty disgustingly adorable. Haha. I'll ( Read more... )

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If you figure out that you don't
need to figure it all out, you are
finally getting your shit together.

---Where Is Joe Merchant?

When I am
dancing across soft grass
trying to find your heart
like an angel in this light
And you tell me really,
i admire you
I've had it from the start,
for all the things you lost
I can't speak, can't breathe
and i admire you
It hurts to look away
for all the fights you fought
This is the start
the end.

New Rules:

Stop fucking liking people, goddamnit
trust no one
question everything.

Be suspicious, stay safe.

I'm bored. I took Cam's advice, and I am frolicking in the library. Well, not really frolicking, but I will be, soon enough! (That's not soon enough...) Vancouver-Powell River-Courtenay, and I must admit, it was a splendid adventure. I stayed with Lexx, saw a Meeshee, fought and smoked with a Nate, and there was even a Sasha. And, of course, a Bean ( Read more... )

I end my sentences
at half past twelve
with the wrong words
and my meanings all lost
somewhere, I don't know where
but they're gone
and I don't quite know
what to tell you.

"Gerh?" I blink
as the noises I make start
to sound like words, really
not just
noises.
I have meaning.

Damned if I know what it is.

Spent 3.5 hours in Emergency today. For no good reason. Fuck being this fuckung unhealthy. Yeah, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck. FUCK. I am frustrated...like fuck. Yeah, really, it's either I type it out or scream it. And my throat already hurts, so FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Jesus fucking christ, people. I'm wrecked.

Misery comes in with the rain ( Read more... )