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I'm GAY
yeah in highschool I wasnt a kid, I was not even human....now is my time to express that carissma that burns inside me that I can only show to myself by loveing and hateing and forgiving. I dont hate I dont think I actully love the way its supossed to look like but I dont blame god for that, actully he tried to make this not the way it is and ( Read more... ) -
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can someone just say something to me reply please to make me feel like 10% special on here -
take a rest tast the rest
Well if you know me then you know I hate gossip with a passion so I wont start off by whineing and complaining about people but I'd like to say that even though life has a lot of diffacult times and we are led into temptation most of the time one thing I've realized that can really help is actully looking that temptation right in the face and ( Read more... ) -
I got a feeling too
when I'm driving in my car its almost as if I go deaf to the world and no one can know what I do...the things people say on the radio comes from something else realted to it.......we shouldent aim a specific view point to fast, I almost disapear and know what people say that are my friends. -
crashing into love
Karma apears in a negative but state of morphia which means seeing to much into the future and not knowing what something means as you say it....but nothing is what we live so we should exept that and try to understand something when it means nothing -
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entering the unknown is ok but if you try to hard then you wont like to feel overly pensive and not realizing the true meaning of zazen,
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Zen is comming back to me again
well I have a Zen calender and its really neato, it sometimes says some stupid shit but I like it...I felt really good last night though because I hung out with my BEST BEST BESTEST friend in the whole wide world and we sat on her roof at looked at the stars, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, saturn had a ring around it, mars was red ( Read more... ) -
all my friends want you
I wish the people that were my friends last summer could read my journal still, at least sara will talk to me eh I'll call you bitch. as of bill and heather you are a happy family live long a prosper I dont have nothing agaist your little secrete.............ANYWAYS life is good I dont have time to complain about anything I'm saying this with joy, ( Read more... ) -
Janis Joplin
Well I herd this song on the radio the other night comming home called ball and chain and its now my favorite song....well It kinda brought a nice sense of peace to me wile I was drive
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