My Story - Why I am the way that I am

[come_alive2]

 
“Why are you the way that you are?” I remember the first time that he asked me this although later as we went farther into our sexuality he would ask me again and again.

He’s an inquisitive bastard. I refer to him as so many different flavors of bastard. It’s a good nick name for him. He’s probably the closest that I’ve had in the past years to a

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[thatotherguy07]

Well, that was incredibly hot. And I've been thinking a lot about wooden spoons lately too. It would probably hurt quite a lot - I smacked my hand with one the other day and even that stung like a bastard.

Wish I lived ten minutes away.

What's your definition of a moderate level of breast torture?

[come_alive2]

Ah, so we are both New Englanders? I live in CT right now but I go to grad school in MA. Unfortunately, not close to Boston though.

Wooden spoons - they do have a certain appeal to them. I can't explain what it is exactly. I guess it is because they are such a normal household item...I do like to cook. I really want to be taken bent over my kitchen table and then spanked with the wooden spoon. One hell of a fantasy...

Breast torture - how it typically plays out is my nipples clamped and either a rod or a wooden implement (as well as his hand) taken to my breasts. They get quite bruised and it does become extremely painful especially because being slapped makes the nipple clamps swing and sway. Once he takes off the clamps he'll bite my nipples and breasts because I love having his bite marks on me. By the end of it all my lovely nipples look quite mangled and close to double in size. I like it.

[thatotherguy07]

Ah, shame about our non-proximity. Although to be honest, I'm not sure I could get deep enough for you; I'm not personally all that into inflicting pain. For some reason spanking is a total exception for me - spanking you with a spoon until you couldn't even speak through your tears sounds terrific - but I don't think I could get far beyond nipple clamps, on your front side. (I'm obviously not judging or anything, just talking.) And God, that's only moderate?! Ha...wow.

What're you going to grad school for?

[come_alive2]

Most of the sex that I have does not involve much kink or pain. It's hard for me to find partners like that and I try to lead a balanced sex life - meaning, a nice blend of kink and vanilla.

I go to grad school for Marriage & Family Therapy.

[greystroke]

Pussy spanking ... sounds wonderful ...

Never been there ... but a boy can dream ... (so can an old man ... hehehe)

[come_alive2]

Hehe, everyone should dream.

I added you to my journal and look forwards to getting to know you.

[greystroke]

Thanks for the add.

I'll just sit on the sidelines ... watch ... and dream ... winks

Incredibly hot

[la_travi]

Really. I love your voice, too. I also had those fantasies as a girl. Intricate ones, usually involving hurricanes or armageddon.

[beigekhakis]

I like spanking girls, but not into pain or bdsm.

Thanks.