My brother's had a debilitating musculo-skeletal disease for about three years now. It's a rare disease. I remember him being misdiagnosed multiple times by different doctors. They thought it was Arthritis, but it was his muscles in his hip that hurt him, not bones. Finally he was diagnosed with Ankylosing Spondylitis. (link: Read more... )

Over February vacation I spent a lot of time with friends, a lot of time with Ben's family, and a lot of time snowboarding.


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ahh what's with missing everything
i miss you all

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You make me so angry.

I have so much to write about. Work, friends, my recent trip to California, relationships, future vacations, school, family... But for some reason, I don't feel obligated to document it. Knowing that my memory is similar to a goldfish's isn't bothering me. So I won't remember in detail the extreme events of this summer - so what? I probably don't ( Read more... )

I woke up crying again. It just feels worse now ( Read more... )

i'm sweating, i'm throwing up, i'm crying, i can't see, i can't breath, i'm burning up
we broke up
i do not want to be here anymore

We'll start with Friday. I woke up early to go shopping with Amy before work. I worked 12:30 - 5:30 and started bagging (omg lol). Everyone was so friendly, and it was really comfortable ( Read more... )

I don't like this time of year, because despite the exciting rush into summer and away from school, I feel like I've lost friends. I know, it's sort of weird. I just get slightly paranoid and anxiety becomes overwhelming in a different way than it was during school. During school I see everyone from best friends to people I dislike roaming the ( Read more... )