The less we connect, the more it feels the end is near.

Im proud of you and all you do.

You deserve nothing but the very best.

Sadly, its with a heavy heart that I say

that unfortunately, it likely is not me.

I dont want to wait for my life to be over for these beautiful things.

I love you to death.

...but...

I may not stick around.

Call me a weak person.

Call me weak minded.

I cant do that.

I cant.

I cant.

I cant.

Maybe it isnt me.

Maybe im the wrong one.

...Maybe this is just me not being able to handle things right now...

Ive figured you out.

I know why youre afraid of everything.

Youre afraid of commitment.

I swear to God something feels wrong with me.

Momma

Ohhhh

I dont wanna die

But I sometimes wish

Id never been born at all.

Queen has to be one of the greatest bands ever assembled.

I wish he didnt die.

This is seriously one of the most beautiful songs my ears have ever met.

I just wish I could fall asleep and not wake up.

I dont want to die.

I just dont want to deal with anything.

Im tired of everything.

Im glad im alive.

But im just sick of it all.

For the longest it was exciting and new and changes were left and right.

...But now...

i teha ym ilfe.

Or so it seems.

God, please find me.

-David

Maybe I was right.

She gave up too fast.

She isnt supposed to give up at all.

Then I opened the cookie.

You are not a liar.

You made me.

Sometimes I feel im not right to be here though.

Sometimes it feels like im not the one.

Im supposed to be better than this.

-David

1. Sometimes I think my best friend hates me.

2. Why cant you be the way you are in words to my face? Make the text real. Make it our next date.

Sometimes I want to give up and go... but I cant.

He said so.

Thats all I need to keep pushing.

Because he reminds me this is the real thing.

Frustrated,

David.