I feel shitty that I'm happy about something someone is probably wicked upset about. This weekend should be okay, Show tomorrow. Work saturday &sunday. Then monday hanging out with kayla! Which I'm looooking forward too. Unless that other thing holds her up, which in that case I'd be very happy ;) hahaha! &Nicoles sleeeping over tomorrow after the ( Read more... )

I feel so tired &sick. I'm just done with everything. I'm done with being confused &trying to figure this kid out all the time. I'll just sit back &see what happens. I'm not going to worry or overthink it anymore. Doing that has got me nowhere so far. I'll just sit &wait it out. I need more. I know I'm better than this. I need a new job. I need ( Read more... )

I'm in such a bad mood. &I hate it. I dont like missing you &thinking about you this much.
Next few weeks are gonna be me staying home &probably sleeping.

I have no idea what I'm doing. I dont know why I have feelings for you. When it seems like you dont. You say otherwise but youre confusing as hell, under the circumstances it cleary seems like you dont. I'm sick of this. I'm so past the point of being done. I dont even know what to do. I'm so lost &confused. I guess I'll just wait it out ( Read more... )

Went to Boston this morning for my one year appointment.
This week last year I was laying in bed drugged up feeling like I was dying.
But I actually took a feww pictures of my x-rays.
They were taken on my phone. So they're not the best buuut here ya go..

Before.

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cant stop me now!

Friends only.

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I be so stupid & get worried over nothing.
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Im babysitting tomorrow morning till friday morning.
Good & very easy money.
I have to work christmas eve & christmas. pretty gay
Meaning. no going to my nannys & beverly for christmas eve service. NO MATTY D. :(
I love the holidays & im working for them.
I dont feel good & all i do it sleep. I ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing.
I met the most amazing boy & he couldnt make me happier.
& i'm smling all the time . I love it.
Sunday wonttttt come sooon enough!