Sending this letter out to you.
I' am writing this letter to Andy on how I'm feeling about him.
I want to know what you all think about it.
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This letter is about my feelings about you right now. I’ am not breaking up with you, just stating my feelings. I hope you will read what I have to say and really think about what I said in this letter.
Communication seems to be a big problem in our relationship. That is what almost caused the last two break-ups. I know you’re busy. We need to work harder on this Communication between us. It takes two people to make a relationship work out. I don’t see that going on.
Here is another thing that bothers me. Every time I phone you. You are never home or you’re ignoring me. That isn’t right ya know. Then we work out a time and you can’t even meet up with the time. I always look forward to talking to you.
We talk on the messenger. You always stop talking to me or go offline without saying goodbye. Block my Screen Names too. You still treat me like some random stranger that messenges you. Why? Don’t even treat me like I’m your girlfriend anymore. Never say Hi baby or Hi honey, that you miss me either. You used to messenge me before I could messenge you. Stopped doing that. Why?
You know what really bother’s me too. Never say I love you to me first before I say it. Don’t say I’m important either. Somebody once told me. If a guy doesn’t say I love you first to you before you say it. Then that person doesn’t love you at all. When we both talk on the phone/messenger . You never seem happy or excited that I called or messenged you. Makes me sad too.
I wish things weren’t this way. I still think back in that day in August. When you wanted to break up with me. That it is still my fault for everything. I didn’t go offline that day. Maybe things wouldn’t be the way they are right now. I’m sorry If I hurt in any way. You hurt me even more.
Hmmm. I talk to people on instant messenger. They tell me, you never tell them you have a girlfriend. It also says no answer on your profile too. Are you embarrassed by me or something? I thought I meant something to you. As of late, you’ve been acting really weird. When you ignore me on the messenger and not pick up the phone when I call. I hope there isn’t somebody else. Remember one thing you said - You never wanted to make me cry. We’ll, you have as of late. This ignoring me is a really serious thing.