wow, it's been forever since i've written here! i've had soooo much hw, exams, tests, whatever in the past like week, and spring break, i guess i just forgot haha. well, i've come to the conclusion that i'm a really big bitch to my parents. i always talk shit about them, like always, and i'm so mean to them. i hate myself, how could i do this? like ( Read more... )

omg i'm really scared!! today i'm going to a hip-hop class after my regular dance class, and i don't know anybody there, and it could be reallly hard or it could be like easy peasy with 60 year old men (cuz it's an adult class). i'm soooo nervous!! i really just wanna have fun tho, that's my goal! WISH ME LUCK!

today was goood! except that work is getting hard in chem and in math, it's pissing me off cuz it's like RIGHT before spring break, and i can't functoin anymore! besides that i had a good day... slept in for first, cuz it's italian and i really don't care about that class haha. other than that, today was a laid-back day, i loved mario's speech and ( Read more... )

I hate dance. i hate it. i want to die. my studio sux ass, and i really need to switch. i can't take it anymore. it's making me soooo upset, but i can't just switch now... i have to wait for next year, and even then, i won't be able to do what i want maybe not..... i dunno. why is life so fucking hard?

I woke up and i was like uhhh why did i wake up so late? and then i realized DAYLIGHT SAVINGS!!! i love it, cuz after today, the sun sets soooo late and it means SUMMERS A COMIN! scooore! spring break in 5 daysish, if u count friday, ahhh! the thing is, after spring break, i can't ever focus on my work, cuz i know summer's aroudn the corner!! oh ( Read more... )

this year so far, i've been have the WIERDEST dreams... and last night omg it was so wierd! it started off in this like big modern building with all these like fancy pipes and shoots everywhere, and it had these awesome elevators that are like clear and tubular and stuff... so i was taking a tap class with Clay and some other people (i don't ( Read more... )

today's friday, thank GOODNESS. oh man, i can tell you i slept for like no more than 3 hours last night, but i went to bed at like 11, it's just that i didn't fall asleep really at all for the entire night because of like heat issues haha, i couldn't figure out whether i was hot or cold... yeah talk about annoying. today, i definitely failed my ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't written in lj for a long time! well, i hate my parents, but that's not new. this time, it's over me wanting to do my work in a peaceful environment, and them not really understanding why i wouldn't want the TV in front of my face as i'm trying to do an english essay. well, enough of that. i have the SAT's on saturday, and i'm really ( Read more... )

today's friday, it was a wierd day, i feel humungous, and i'm SCARED TO DEATH about hte workshop im' going to on sunday cuz i'm humungous and i hate being stared down by hte really pretty dancers who have the feet and the legs damn it im'having an anxiet atack, i hate being made fun of.

today gave me a headache. it said in my profile that i would be lively and energetic, but it was wrong. i mean, i was like as usual, but i didn't feel lively or energetic, i dunno. the highlight of my day was SARITA! she came to our school today, and she was sooo pretty, the exact same as last year... i miss her on the squad!!! Sometimes, when i'm ( Read more... )