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[comeonraindown]

it's strange to me how i've learned to block out those feelings. i almost feel like they're gone but somehow, in accord with some of those promises, i know they're still somewhere inside of me. buried under hatred and betrayal and guilt and regret. somehow as well i seem to bury those feelings with something else. with apathy; with the end of

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[anonymous]

i can relate so much to what you are feeling and it surprises me that i feel like i know where you are coming from because i do feel some/alot of that for ______ and ive moved on and i try not to talk to him but part of me wants to put myself through it all over again for him and to have his acceptance and his care and his attention and even when im over it i talk myself into talking to him again and it fucks me up so bad and he used to say he loved me and it wrecked me and i could never say those words to someone again for a long ass time and now i do look at it as something negative. something you say thats so good at first and like milk it expires slowly and means less over time until its just a painful emotion

[fifthavenue60s]

tell me about it.