I know the emotions are strong at the moment. I know you wish you could escape. Don't think of this as a trigger but the ability to feel these things, experience these things, and cope with them when other people turn to other things. Yes, you got to this point by turning to other ways of coping, but you are so much stronger now it's unreal.
I have the same sort of relationship with my cat, who currently lives with my parents. He cuddled me when no one else was there to (or even when I couldn't cope with human cuddles), cared when no one else could see what was happening. He's still alive and shows complete and utter joy whenever I go back to my parents, but some morbid part of my mind knows I ought to enjoy him while he's here because some day he won't be...
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RIP Connor
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I know the emotions are strong at the moment. I know you wish you could escape. Don't think of this as a trigger but the ability to feel these things, experience these things, and cope with them when other people turn to other things. Yes, you got to this point by turning to other ways of coping, but you are so much stronger now it's unreal.
I have the same sort of relationship with my cat, who currently lives with my parents. He cuddled me when no one else was there to (or even when I couldn't cope with human cuddles), cared when no one else could see what was happening. He's still alive and shows complete and utter joy whenever I go back to my parents, but some morbid part of my mind knows I ought to enjoy him while he's here because some day he won't be...
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I understand exactly how hard it is. Cory is my baby. my best friend, my whole world. I couldn't even imagine the pain I would be in if I lost him.
I think animals often understand us so much better than other people can.
There isn't really much I can say... but I really am so sorry.
RIP Connor. :(
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