Birthday ended up being really really happy. Lindsay forgot about it though. it half-sadded, half made me happy ( Read more... )

so once again, im depressed as fuck with only 6 hours before my birthday to go. i actually thought i might be happy this year. but no, still depressed, still overwhelmed by burden of choices. you'd think on birthday you'd be given less oppresive choices, but no thats the present i get given every year since... 4th grade? i think thats when i had my ( Read more... )

Yeah, so last 10 days have been crazy, as pretty much every single problem ive had for about a month and a half have reversed themselves completely ( Read more... )

What a great night.
you want the details, ask me.

oh, and elyse is good people.

When I wake up yeah I know I'm gonna be ( Read more... )

My life is like a CoSine wave, it goes up and down and up and down, at 90 degrees, looking at my life from another angle, I have zero ethusiasm, all i can see is the same drugery, and no improvement, at 180, looking back all i see is negativity. once again 270, looking at it from another angle and still zero though maybe not as much zero as before ( Read more... )

Problems in life ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i read the poem i wrote, and it sucked monkey balls, except for the line in the subject of this post. Isnt it catchy ( Read more... )

I kind of wrote part of a song, its pretty bad, so i thought people might like to see it, because who doesnt like to see the dumb stuff i do ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i spent today slacking like a mofo, but i downloaded 50 songs, and not one of them was created in the last decade, it makes me happy. Heres what I downloaded ( Read more... )