okay, so what the fuck. i'm cruising cnn, and there's an article on eric robert rudolph, the serial bomber. i know pleaing to a lesser crime is pretty common, but this guy just went ahead and said he did what they accused him of, and they lessened his sentence. so... how must that conversation have gone? "did you blow up all those people?" "i' ( Read more... )

there have been a lot of things that have happened to me in the last few days that i haven't posted about for one reason or another, but i think a conversation i just had with a certain girl needs working through. she has a lot of perspective on life that is a complete 180 from what i generally practice, but she made a lot of good points. fucking ( Read more... )

today is a good day. i'm found some ways to keep myself distracted, so i'm going all emo anymore... at least not for a little while. besides that, i'm playing some games, watching some movies, working on my car, and generally trying to enjoy my free time ( Read more... )

fucking lj. its too easy of an outlet, too easy to write what i'm feeling even when i'm not so sure i want the world at large to read what i'm writing. but i'm still compelled to write out all the bullsthit i'm going through, knowing full well the repurcussions it might have ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is i love about staying in hotels. maybe its how easy it is to keep them clean, with a whole staff helping you out. maybe its that whenever i'm in them its like i'm on a reprieve from life in general. like i've got this seperate life on the side i get to slip away to every now and then ( Read more... )

A happy birthday plus one goes to Kaleena, who had a kickass roving party last night. Bennigan's, Danny's, and PB oh my. There were two shaggin wagons and Steveo's demon hauling our slightly drunk asses around, and a good time was had by all. Then back to Kaleena's house so that K, the Jess, and me could have a turf war over the small amount of ( Read more... )

Things are crazy. I feel like I spend most of my time driving, but the spaces in between mini-road trips have been great. Six Flags was awesome. I didn't feel the same adrenaline rush as I did the last time I was there, but its been so long that the rush was great ( Read more... )

Life is good.

People don't seem to understand why I'm a little nervous about going home. You couldn't get me to put it off for anything, but its still a little stressful. Its not as if I can just roll back into the place where I was before and expect everyone around me to follow suit. Its like I have two lives, and for the last year, all I could do was call ( Read more... )

You'd think a job where you only occaisionally have to work and get a month of four day weekends in a row would be awesome, and yet still this blows. Wasted soooo much money already, just trying to fill the hours ( Read more... )