i like college and all of my classes so far. chemistry already sucks. but it's ok. surprisingly i actually like driving too. i love being by myself. and the fact that in college no one gives a fuck about everyone else. it's so refreshing and beautiful. it's so much better than anything i've ever experienced. met with leash on thursday. that was ( Read more... )

forever-john stamos
i can love u like that;love the way u love me;i swear-john michael montgomerey
broken road-rascal flatts
cross my heart-george strait
love of a lifetime-firehouse
you're still the one-shania twain

can't sleep;can't read; can't do much of anything.

i feel like a fish out of water. cant breath. well obviously but just little breaths. it seems like the air is thick but im freezing. long pants and track jacket=still freezing. made a sweet as cd for daily commuting. obviously i will get sick of't in like a week. start school in approx. 2 days and 8 hours=56 hours. i hate it. shouldnt be negative ( Read more... )

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i'm feelin like alittle girl stranded in this big world. im sick of mom trying to get underneath my skin just to annoy me or to make me feel like a worthless piece'of'shit which she does a mighty fine job of. i am very vulnerable and i hate my life as of this morning when i realized that i cant always be mom's mom. im sick of taking care of her- ( Read more... )

my life as we know it is over...no just being melodramatic. i made a groovy purse from pj pants. and i'm obsessed with sugar free cherry chip ice cream. i love lite yogurt. and meijer super saturdays. spending time with family. light up heels. THe Real World. writing letters. secrets. school starts in 9 days. good Lord. so...monday me and and ( Read more... )

current:
• outfit: black running shorts and tshirt
• hairstyle: not brushed
• jewelry: class ring, Tony ring, and mom ring
• underwear: winnie the pooh-ha i'm a loser
• nail color: clear nail strengthener

do you:
• cut yourself: no
• yell a lot: when i don't get my way
• hate a lot of people: my cousin
• have too many friends: you can never have too many
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I painted my nails and toes yesterday ( Read more... )

I finallllllly got my belly button pierced. And------guess what. I think it's infected. That's lifE!

Just sitting here on a July morning. It's almost August and I start school in 27 days. It's crazy. I still need to take the math placement test and so many other things. It's like I'm scared but I'm excited. Does it make sense? Books are like $600 for the first semester-but I might be tricky and once I get them I will buy used online and return the ( Read more... )