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Baaaaaaa. Also I really wanted to ramble on Yzak for this whole miniplot.
Yzak Jule
IC: Yzak had been overall very well since he came back from the vacations at the beginning of the year. He'd been in a better state of mind, a little less worried about the state of home, and overall pretty zen-- even more nicer to an extent, when it came to interacting with people.
And then this last week happened. And Yzak is now so exceedingly frustrated. One thing he hates more than anything is to feel powerless and useless. It's something he's continuously dealt with in camp; being a Coordinator in his world put him on the upper tier. Though his harsh view of Naturals isn't really there anymore, he just has a sense of superiority in general, not just for what he is. It's more who he is, and the type of person and commander he's always striving to be. But even he can't deny that he's pretty jealous in comparison to everybody in camp who have super godmode powers which make him look a lot lower tier than he's used to being.
There are three big things in play right now that have left him very irritable.
1) The cult and the sickness. Yzak got syringed when the cult members were stabbing people. Coordinators are pretty much immune to diseases in his world, so Yzak has basically not really ever gotten sick. Since this is camp that enjoys screwing with capping power levels and messing with things that would normally be in place in one's own homeworld, and just generally having things that affect people despite their normally not being affected by things, he got sick. This freaked him out, and he got angry. He's angry because now his own health is being fucked with, HIS OWN HEALTH, after a lifetime of being a healthy awesome Coordinator who can't get those silly his-world diseases! It gets to him so much that in camp, he can feel so powerless.
2) Being abducted into the basement! Instead of being able to put up a fight, which Yzak tried to do either way, it was Tyki who dealt with him, so when it came to blows, Yzak was completely ineffective. Completely ineffective. He was just hit back and no matter how much he resisted and tried (and boy did he ever), he was useless and just tossed into the basement.
3) The director's phonecall. Which basically consisted of "Don't try to escape, don't try to enable a rescue, just sit there and let her handle it." Even when Yzak retorted with his general I AM NOT USELESS IF SHIT IS HAPPENING DAMN IT I AM NOT JUST SITTING HERE AND DOING NOTHING. Which just got a "yeah the generosity is cool but I got this bye." Which is like the worst thing you can say to Yzak. He has friends in danger down in the basement with him. He has friends on the surface who are worried, frustrated like he is, and determined to try to help everybody too. He wants to do whatever he can to help the situation. He is not the type to just listen to someone else tell him to sit back when he's perfectly able to take action (he's still sick, but I am playing him as not AS sick as everybody else with the Coordinator thing. So he's still feeling it, but he knows his own limits here). Like he says in canon at one point, he does whatever he can do with the power he has for the sake of his home and his friends. His friends are in camp. And while he'd never it home home, it's still where he's been for close to five years now. So in a manner of speaking it is a temporary home.
So right now he's just frustrated with the goings on around him, and mostly with himself because those feelings he continuously deals with about being less-powerful than many people in camp are resurfacing. Which is resulting in him being snippy and RAWR ANGERCAKES. Though he's still doing his best to find something he can do to help. Not to mention he's stuck down there with people who are scared and crying, so that's making him more determined to try, as well as try to keep it cool around them. But it's hard for him right now. He's basically short-tempered and right now, really pissed. But at the same time, he's far from grown out of letting those emotions wind up hindering him and clouding his judgment and actions.
OOC: I am having a lot of fun with this! This is the sort of thing I love putting Yzak into, because he really doesn't get enough of it in camp. So I will be sad when we return to your usual camp happenings when it's all over. That said, I loved playing with every single person in the last week or so, THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR PLAYING WITH ME. ♥ I am hoping the :DDD I am feeling right now is a kickstart to get my spam on.
Drop?: 0/10, cold dead hands, etc. Yzak is my baby and will forever be.
PS: I am pretty convinced I am just cursed to never get my team. But that does not deter me from saying go watch SEED and app me a Dearka and a Shiho. But mostly Dearka. We can have fun lolarious hurrdurrtimes.
Like this.
Dem hotties!
Red XIII/Nanaki
IC: Red is in a pretty cool place! He tilts around here and there from being okay with being in camp (especially since he still has friends from home with him) and missing home and his friends who AREN'T with him. As well as lingering feelings of not being home to protect his world and his home. He misses his friends in Cosmo Canyon, Yuffie's energy and Barret's @#*$&. But he generally likes camp because he can speak to Aeris again, and has made friends here of both human and non-human nature. Many of which are a lot like him! So he feels a bit less alone than he would if he never came to camp.
OOC: Red is fun! I just need to play him more. So there is nothing big OOCly with him here aside from that. Also, I paid to renew his icons and they are still not coming through, so I am >(?
Drop?: IDK REALLY! His drop doesn't depend on canonmates, and while he's not my forever baby, I also have no intention of dropping him at the moment. 3 or 4/10?
Albert Wesker
IC: Wesker cares not for the chaos during this plot. In fact he is more like "lol" at it. WESKER IS A COCK HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ANYBODY he could really care less if everybody just up and died as a result of this. It's entertainment for him in an overall pretty boring camp. He still experiments on shit, and enjoys letting some of his test results run free. I assume random off-screen monsters and zombies are sometimes his own doing.
OOC: I just need to play him more. I need to square away a time table for when I want to do my mini chaos-inducing thingy. Which will require less him being around, and more just me poking everyone OOCly who wants to be a part of it.
Drop?: Wesker is a super backburner, and more of a give or take. So I'd say somewhere around 7/10 at all times, but I really have no intent to drop him, despite this.
Gaignun Kukai Jr./Rubedo
IC: In an okay place! A little lonely without more of his friends from home, but he has MOMO there which is comforting. He's not insanely involved with the current plot, but he's seeing how broken up people are getting about it. Which is hurting him, but after what he's been through in his life, he's going to be trying his best to help people and not let them lose hope and give up.
OOC: I just need to stay on top of jumping people he's been playing with recently so he doesn't lose all his CR! Otherwise, I still love the little guy. ♥
Drop?: I'd say 4 or 5/10.
Iolaous Oz Mehelim
IC: He is pretty distraught over being possessed to go capture people. Especially since when like that, he did it in a very underhanded way and tricked people into believing in him. As an esteemed Yunos Knight, he takes pride in himself and how people view him! So with what happened, he feels embarrassed, and if he ever has to report to the princess he would be doing a lot of kneeling and grovelling and apologizing. Though she, like everybody else he has explained it to, would forgive him because it wasn't his fault. And he knows this! But still. >:
Now he's trapped in the basement with many of the people he took there. And determined to find the way out and stop whatever is happening before it gets worse.
OOC: I LOVE HIM SO. I just need to spam it up more with him. I have a few new people to jump now, so yay! He is just so cute and I love his canon and jkshdfjk ♥.
Drop?: Probably 2/10.
ME
PONDERING APPING A 6TH. And then laughing and going BUT YOUR ACTIVITY. And then going BUT APPING. Also trying to figure out if I want to try a different game on the side. Which leads us back to SHOULD I APP HERE AGAIN IF I TRY... My schedule with work and RP, man. Shitsucks sometimes.
OVERALL I am pretty chill. I still worry that people are bored of playing with me and Yzak which sometimes makes it hard to try to jump people. But I try my hardest not to let it bother me. T^T
Yzak Jule
IC: Yzak had been overall very well since he came back from the vacations at the beginning of the year. He'd been in a better state of mind, a little less worried about the state of home, and overall pretty zen-- even more nicer to an extent, when it came to interacting with people.
And then this last week happened. And Yzak is now so exceedingly frustrated. One thing he hates more than anything is to feel powerless and useless. It's something he's continuously dealt with in camp; being a Coordinator in his world put him on the upper tier. Though his harsh view of Naturals isn't really there anymore, he just has a sense of superiority in general, not just for what he is. It's more who he is, and the type of person and commander he's always striving to be. But even he can't deny that he's pretty jealous in comparison to everybody in camp who have super godmode powers which make him look a lot lower tier than he's used to being.
There are three big things in play right now that have left him very irritable.
1) The cult and the sickness. Yzak got syringed when the cult members were stabbing people. Coordinators are pretty much immune to diseases in his world, so Yzak has basically not really ever gotten sick. Since this is camp that enjoys screwing with capping power levels and messing with things that would normally be in place in one's own homeworld, and just generally having things that affect people despite their normally not being affected by things, he got sick. This freaked him out, and he got angry. He's angry because now his own health is being fucked with, HIS OWN HEALTH, after a lifetime of being a healthy awesome Coordinator who can't get those silly his-world diseases! It gets to him so much that in camp, he can feel so powerless.
2) Being abducted into the basement! Instead of being able to put up a fight, which Yzak tried to do either way, it was Tyki who dealt with him, so when it came to blows, Yzak was completely ineffective. Completely ineffective. He was just hit back and no matter how much he resisted and tried (and boy did he ever), he was useless and just tossed into the basement.
3) The director's phonecall. Which basically consisted of "Don't try to escape, don't try to enable a rescue, just sit there and let her handle it." Even when Yzak retorted with his general I AM NOT USELESS IF SHIT IS HAPPENING DAMN IT I AM NOT JUST SITTING HERE AND DOING NOTHING. Which just got a "yeah the generosity is cool but I got this bye." Which is like the worst thing you can say to Yzak. He has friends in danger down in the basement with him. He has friends on the surface who are worried, frustrated like he is, and determined to try to help everybody too. He wants to do whatever he can to help the situation. He is not the type to just listen to someone else tell him to sit back when he's perfectly able to take action (he's still sick, but I am playing him as not AS sick as everybody else with the Coordinator thing. So he's still feeling it, but he knows his own limits here). Like he says in canon at one point, he does whatever he can do with the power he has for the sake of his home and his friends. His friends are in camp. And while he'd never it home home, it's still where he's been for close to five years now. So in a manner of speaking it is a temporary home.
So right now he's just frustrated with the goings on around him, and mostly with himself because those feelings he continuously deals with about being less-powerful than many people in camp are resurfacing. Which is resulting in him being snippy and RAWR ANGERCAKES. Though he's still doing his best to find something he can do to help. Not to mention he's stuck down there with people who are scared and crying, so that's making him more determined to try, as well as try to keep it cool around them. But it's hard for him right now. He's basically short-tempered and right now, really pissed. But at the same time, he's far from grown out of letting those emotions wind up hindering him and clouding his judgment and actions.
OOC: I am having a lot of fun with this! This is the sort of thing I love putting Yzak into, because he really doesn't get enough of it in camp. So I will be sad when we return to your usual camp happenings when it's all over. That said, I loved playing with every single person in the last week or so, THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR PLAYING WITH ME. ♥ I am hoping the :DDD I am feeling right now is a kickstart to get my spam on.
Drop?: 0/10, cold dead hands, etc. Yzak is my baby and will forever be.
PS: I am pretty convinced I am just cursed to never get my team. But that does not deter me from saying go watch SEED and app me a Dearka and a Shiho. But mostly Dearka. We can have fun lolarious hurrdurrtimes.
Like this.
Dem hotties!
Red XIII/Nanaki
IC: Red is in a pretty cool place! He tilts around here and there from being okay with being in camp (especially since he still has friends from home with him) and missing home and his friends who AREN'T with him. As well as lingering feelings of not being home to protect his world and his home. He misses his friends in Cosmo Canyon, Yuffie's energy and Barret's @#*$&. But he generally likes camp because he can speak to Aeris again, and has made friends here of both human and non-human nature. Many of which are a lot like him! So he feels a bit less alone than he would if he never came to camp.
OOC: Red is fun! I just need to play him more. So there is nothing big OOCly with him here aside from that. Also, I paid to renew his icons and they are still not coming through, so I am >(?
Drop?: IDK REALLY! His drop doesn't depend on canonmates, and while he's not my forever baby, I also have no intention of dropping him at the moment. 3 or 4/10?
Albert Wesker
IC: Wesker cares not for the chaos during this plot. In fact he is more like "lol" at it. WESKER IS A COCK HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ANYBODY he could really care less if everybody just up and died as a result of this. It's entertainment for him in an overall pretty boring camp. He still experiments on shit, and enjoys letting some of his test results run free. I assume random off-screen monsters and zombies are sometimes his own doing.
OOC: I just need to play him more. I need to square away a time table for when I want to do my mini chaos-inducing thingy. Which will require less him being around, and more just me poking everyone OOCly who wants to be a part of it.
Drop?: Wesker is a super backburner, and more of a give or take. So I'd say somewhere around 7/10 at all times, but I really have no intent to drop him, despite this.
Gaignun Kukai Jr./Rubedo
IC: In an okay place! A little lonely without more of his friends from home, but he has MOMO there which is comforting. He's not insanely involved with the current plot, but he's seeing how broken up people are getting about it. Which is hurting him, but after what he's been through in his life, he's going to be trying his best to help people and not let them lose hope and give up.
OOC: I just need to stay on top of jumping people he's been playing with recently so he doesn't lose all his CR! Otherwise, I still love the little guy. ♥
Drop?: I'd say 4 or 5/10.
Iolaous Oz Mehelim
IC: He is pretty distraught over being possessed to go capture people. Especially since when like that, he did it in a very underhanded way and tricked people into believing in him. As an esteemed Yunos Knight, he takes pride in himself and how people view him! So with what happened, he feels embarrassed, and if he ever has to report to the princess he would be doing a lot of kneeling and grovelling and apologizing. Though she, like everybody else he has explained it to, would forgive him because it wasn't his fault. And he knows this! But still. >:
Now he's trapped in the basement with many of the people he took there. And determined to find the way out and stop whatever is happening before it gets worse.
OOC: I LOVE HIM SO. I just need to spam it up more with him. I have a few new people to jump now, so yay! He is just so cute and I love his canon and jkshdfjk ♥.
Drop?: Probably 2/10.
ME
PONDERING APPING A 6TH. And then laughing and going BUT YOUR ACTIVITY. And then going BUT APPING. Also trying to figure out if I want to try a different game on the side. Which leads us back to SHOULD I APP HERE AGAIN IF I TRY... My schedule with work and RP, man. Shitsucks sometimes.
OVERALL I am pretty chill. I still worry that people are bored of playing with me and Yzak which sometimes makes it hard to try to jump people. But I try my hardest not to let it bother me. T^T