today i could have started my essay that was due yesterday but i needed a break. so i went to jeanines and smoked a j and we had good conversation over bubble tea.
chloe is in heat. once again. she escaped yesterday and i guess she must have left her scent nearby..cuz theres two cats meowing outside for her. TWO male callers. lucky girl. you know ( Read more... )

this thinking "does he like me? does he not like me?" is driving me crazy. how could i be so happy sunday and so confused monday. i feel sick. i can't stop thinking about it. i'm scared. and it already hurts. wait. if he likes me he will let me know. if not, don't sweat. it sucks. there are other fish. [but i want this fish]. its not the end of the ( Read more... )

holy crap. HOLY CRAP. haha. i do not think its possible for my date last night to have gone any better. no. its not possible. i'm smiling about it as i write this. holy crap! lol. we're going out again tonight. yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. (fuck schooL work!)
p.s. my cheeks are literally sore from smiling so much. can't stop.

so jen wants to hear my story so here it is: paul sylvestri..remember him? i used to have a huge ass crush on the guy. i still think he's super cute. friend of sullivans, we went to sno jam and we saw him play at sullivan's show. anywayyyyyssss....i see this guy at school all the time. and like many people i see at school, we pretend we don't know ( Read more... )

i'm really sick of sitting on my ass waiting for shit to happen. sick i say.
i think my new career path is to be a makeup artist/sex educator/burlesque dancer. maybe not?
spent most of the day doing nothing besides tv watching and web surfing. when i wasn't doing those two things i was grocery shopping and cooking. i made food for the week cuz my dad ( Read more... )

what a fucking night. the morbio show was hilarious!!! i'm so proud of those boys, they're so talented. i laughed so hard my cheeks hurt. afterward i felt really awkward and out of place. almost every single person in the place i looked at and recognized, and i'm sure they recognized me, but neither of us said or did anything. awks. and then i ( Read more... )

this morning, as i waited for my bagel to be prepared at the great canadian bagel at school, i watched the woman in front of me make two bagels for two customers. the first, a french toast flavoured bagel toasted with sundried tomato and feta cream cheese. ? you think thats odd..the second was a scrambled egg and bacon with lettuce and tomato on a ( Read more... )

see steph study. study steph study! yeahh..i have an exam tomorrow morning. its 11pm and i have 5 chapters to review. i'm smiling at the impossibility of it all. and i'm sleepy. why is everyone ignoring me on msn? *single tear*. my stomach and back are in knots. hopefully i can dance all this stress away in bellydance class tomorrow nuit. j'aime ( Read more... )

my nonna (her name is concetta) passed away yesterday afternoon. i had driven to the hospital with my mom and we were there for a bit when she asked me to drive my dad home cuz he was exhausted as he had been at the hospital since the previous morning. as soon as we got home my mom called us to tell us she died. her heart rate had finally ( Read more... )

have you ever waited and watched for someone to take their last breath? i have. it really fucking sucks.
spent the day at the hospital after getting a call at school that my nonna was going to go soon. i hope she passes during the night. sounds morbid but its better this way.