rambling.

[comoestabaantes]

i've never been able to live up to others' expectations, especially the subtle, unverbalized kind. i am disconnected but at that horrible midway point where i still crave attachment. i haven't become self-sufficient

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[thelorelei15]

I don't see where you get the disappointment thing. At all. You are constantly surpassing my expectations, as a friend, as a peer/student/thing, as a person.

It really surprises me that you think you're not good in group interactions. They always seem so easy for you, and you always seem like such an important part of the group. I've envied you that before. You always seem so natural, like you know who you are and that's who you're going to be. Maybe it's not the case, but it's what I've always thought.

Honey, you are so important. You are worth so much. I don't even want to think of how my college experience would be without you. Every day would be so much dimmer.

And I am always here if you need me. *hug*