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why do i care so much. i know you're supposed to separate fandom and rl, but it's hard when you and your friend used to be in a fandom together.
so my best friend really hates kpop. and i'm pretty cool with that, because i do admit that it's really unappealing and i believe in separate interests. and she doesn't entirely hate it. sometimes she'll watch the mvs i'll show her and talk about it. and we'll laugh at the stupid stuff, like when cl got smacked in go away and the bruise ended up on the other side. but what's ridiculous is that when i bring up taeyeon getting snatched by some creeper, because i thought it was interesting and it doesn't happen a lot, and she says, "good." i know i'm bringing up something she hates, but taeyeon is still a human being and has human rights not to get snatched. what bothers me even more is that her reason for saying that was because taeyeon is an "asian" and my friend has a huge dislike for them. and her hating on asians has always been funny and ironic because I'M ASIAN (ME, HER BEST FRIEND) and THE GUY SHE THOUGHT ABOUT FOR 3 YEARS WAS ASIAN, it crossed the line this time. maybe it's because she was mad about ending things with that asian guy, but she rags on girls' generation too much. ofc i'm not going to break up with my closest friend because of a girl group (like all these other stories i hear OMG I BROKE UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE SAID U-KISS CAN'T SING) but she would have said the same thing if taeyeon was just a regular asian girl and not a celebrity. and my friend always tells me how she forgets that i'm asian and doesn't understand how hurtful her comments are to me.
what i really hate is that she can carry on a conversation with a kpop fan for about 3 minutes. she can because i talk about it a lot and i show her so many music videos. i don't get why she feels so proud of carrying a kpop conversation with other people and watches 2pm videos that other people link her to when she can't even stand me mentioning something once in a while. double standard, much? it's getting so irritating that she hates on everything i do or like. like i hate bringing up school and studying around her, because she always tells me it's my fault for putting so much work on myself. i'm sorry, but i want to go to college and get out of this stupid state dominated by right-wing conservatives and its confederate flags and its stupid shit education? i don't even think she wants to pursue a college education, and i'm fine with that, but she shouldn't act like what i work so hard for is wrong. i already found myself, and she shouldn't shit on me for it.
me and her have already had arguments before. a long time ago, she told me she was always scared of losing me to the groups of asian people. but it's kind of wrong to group them all together because then she starts thinking they all act the same, and she doesn't know my friends. it's really sad to see and i just wish she could be more diversified.
but on a happier note, f(x) performed on music bank!
omg sulli. i'm so glad you are actually putting more heart into your singing and dancing, so that you aren't just a pretty face.
so my best friend really hates kpop. and i'm pretty cool with that, because i do admit that it's really unappealing and i believe in separate interests. and she doesn't entirely hate it. sometimes she'll watch the mvs i'll show her and talk about it. and we'll laugh at the stupid stuff, like when cl got smacked in go away and the bruise ended up on the other side. but what's ridiculous is that when i bring up taeyeon getting snatched by some creeper, because i thought it was interesting and it doesn't happen a lot, and she says, "good." i know i'm bringing up something she hates, but taeyeon is still a human being and has human rights not to get snatched. what bothers me even more is that her reason for saying that was because taeyeon is an "asian" and my friend has a huge dislike for them. and her hating on asians has always been funny and ironic because I'M ASIAN (ME, HER BEST FRIEND) and THE GUY SHE THOUGHT ABOUT FOR 3 YEARS WAS ASIAN, it crossed the line this time. maybe it's because she was mad about ending things with that asian guy, but she rags on girls' generation too much. ofc i'm not going to break up with my closest friend because of a girl group (like all these other stories i hear OMG I BROKE UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE SAID U-KISS CAN'T SING) but she would have said the same thing if taeyeon was just a regular asian girl and not a celebrity. and my friend always tells me how she forgets that i'm asian and doesn't understand how hurtful her comments are to me.
what i really hate is that she can carry on a conversation with a kpop fan for about 3 minutes. she can because i talk about it a lot and i show her so many music videos. i don't get why she feels so proud of carrying a kpop conversation with other people and watches 2pm videos that other people link her to when she can't even stand me mentioning something once in a while. double standard, much? it's getting so irritating that she hates on everything i do or like. like i hate bringing up school and studying around her, because she always tells me it's my fault for putting so much work on myself. i'm sorry, but i want to go to college and get out of this stupid state dominated by right-wing conservatives and its confederate flags and its stupid shit education? i don't even think she wants to pursue a college education, and i'm fine with that, but she shouldn't act like what i work so hard for is wrong. i already found myself, and she shouldn't shit on me for it.
me and her have already had arguments before. a long time ago, she told me she was always scared of losing me to the groups of asian people. but it's kind of wrong to group them all together because then she starts thinking they all act the same, and she doesn't know my friends. it's really sad to see and i just wish she could be more diversified.
but on a happier note, f(x) performed on music bank!
Click to viewomg sulli. i'm so glad you are actually putting more heart into your singing and dancing, so that you aren't just a pretty face.