wassup how's summer, guys?
crickets.
okay, this might be a long entry because i haven't talked about fandom in a while. and there are some rl issues going on again. not exactly hardcore issues, but little things that are bugging me.
garden state
i was so happy when i was looking through the clearance section, trying to find a yugioh movie to buy for my friend's birthday (which is in like, 2 months). i couldn't find any yugioh, but I FOUND GARDEN STATE. FOR 3 BUCKS. i also find not another teen movie for 1 dollar, but i can't have my parents seeing that.
so i'm really nervous about asking my dad to buy garden state for me, because i remember that one 3-second sex scene. my parents flip out at kiss scenes; i'm surprised they don't go apeshit at hugging. luckily, my dad doesn't check the rating and he buys it for me. he also buys a set of 7 war films for 5 bucks, so he's all about bargain shopping at the time. i'm so excited that i pop it in right when i get home. so i'm watching it and after the police cop scene, there is so much swearing (i forgot all about it. i don't know what words i substituted when i first watched the film). i'm ready to shut it off at any moment because my dad's watching it with me and worse, he's repeating what they're saying, mostly the "check out this shit" line. WHICH IS SO LULZY, BUT MEANS HE'S CATCHING ON. i don't think he fully understands what he was repeating, but he knows that they're just bad words. which scares me and makes me shut it off. sigh, i really wanted to watch it so badly.
f(x)
hot hot summer. not one of their best songs, but it's a good follow-up. like how shinee's "hello" was. WHAT I LOVE MOST OF ALL IS THAT LUNA HAS RED HAIR NOW YAAAAAAAAY.
a lot of things haven't been grabbing my interest, though. i think it's because a bunch of my fandoms are inactive and snsd japanese activities & smtown paris make me really sad. i was really excited about snsd doing so well in japan, but it's sucking the life out of them. they always look so tired on the japanese shows, and their performances are solid, but not up to par as their previous performances. the fainting spells were also horrible. and i hear that there was a lot of lip-synching at smtown paris. i don't blame them. i think if they didn't have jet lag and had enough energy, they wouldn't have had to lip-synch. same for all the other artists.
things that make me happy are secret and beast. aside from hyosung choking up when starlight moonlight won and yoseob being awesome all the time, nothing else really makes me happy. there are a lot of things i'm looking forward to, which are miss a's comeback, t-ara's lulzy comeback, and 2ne1's comeback.
x-men first class
sobbing my tumblr is full of gifs and pretty edits and fanart. okay, not bursting because i dabble in a lot of other things, but there is a hefty amount of x-men first class. but come on, there is such an attractive cast. and among them is lucas till/the guy whose resume contacts are miley cyrus and taylor swift/hula-hooping dude. i have an obsession with him now, because i actually watched the hannah montana movie 2 times before, and always liked that he was there to look at instead of miley's bad acting. HE'S SO HANDSOME. dimples and a mole on his neck. shii agrees with me.
also he is the reason for me jumping from otp to otp. at first, i really liked alex/hank because they're perfect setup for jock/nerd fic (i follow this good high school!au that shii linked me to, okay), but courtney reminded me of hank's furry blue peen. IT BECAME A COCKBLOCKING THOUGHT. then i warmed up to alex/sean, because sean is fucking awesome and alex is fucking awesome and they both wear awesome hats. just thinking about them makes me want to read this one cute fill that's on the 1st class kink meme.
but i'm compelled to love these two together:
sitting next to each other.
elbow nudging! what i assume is elbow nudging and adoration in his eyes! and it looks like it wasn't from the script. hopefully.
sobbing and then i fell in love. and then tried to find a video of it, maybe. i don't think it exists ))):
honestly i just love alex/everybody and charles/erik, but pretty sure fassbender/till is awesome irl (also mcavoy is pussywhipped. did i say pussywhipped, i meant happily married). i think lucas has a man crush on michael. whatever, i think i just love every pairing and everybody, because everything is awesome. except maybe january jones. THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE BLONDE FEMALE (loophole: per movie) IN MY HEART AND THAT IS JENNIFER LAWRENCE.
oh, and an interesting article about michael fassbender causing horse erections http://www.huffingtonpost.com/social/henrypapillon/michael-fassbender-horses_n_831220_79590660.html
I OFFICIALLY STOPPED MAKING SENSE AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE TENSES ANYMORE FORGIVE ME.
pretty sure i have affection for one of my closest school friends
so i'm been swimming a lot. i have a lot of swimming funtimes entries on tumblr. but you know, tumblr posts are public and i feel like someone could track me easily. i can be more open on lj because i don't mention names.
my guy best friend came over to swim. ofc there were 3 other people, so there was nothing intimate or anything. except when we were playing marco polo, and he kind of forgot that we're trying to be silent and trying not to get hunted down, so he came up to me. he felt, i don't know, kind of close but all he was really talking to me about were his classes. i don't know why he would have to tell me that in the middle of a game. also, he doesn't know how to swim. so my other friend and i are trying to teach him, and i offer to lift him up so he can practice kicking his legs. it was a trick to carry him to the deep end, but he started screaming before that could happen. my other friend laughed and said that i was trying to sexually assault him. oddly, the things he said reminded me of how i have a crush on my best friend and how it's always on-or-off depending on how we are treating each other. and people are always assuming that we're dating and telling me that we look cute.
i haven't talked to my female best friend yet about this, but it's just going to be the same. my male best friend will always like some other girl and tell me all about her, and i will make fun of him for it and try to help out. i just can't help feeling that if he ever showed any interest towards me (which i sometimes think are hidden in the things he does or say), i would go out with him. and our friendship wouldn't be the same. i worry about ruining the joy of pushing him into the deep end.
and now i don't feel like saying something about tiger and bunny. fuck you, rl. guys, how is your summer?
okay, this might be a long entry because i haven't talked about fandom in a while. and there are some rl issues going on again. not exactly hardcore issues, but little things that are bugging me.
garden state
i was so happy when i was looking through the clearance section, trying to find a yugioh movie to buy for my friend's birthday (which is in like, 2 months). i couldn't find any yugioh, but I FOUND GARDEN STATE. FOR 3 BUCKS. i also find not another teen movie for 1 dollar, but i can't have my parents seeing that.
so i'm really nervous about asking my dad to buy garden state for me, because i remember that one 3-second sex scene. my parents flip out at kiss scenes; i'm surprised they don't go apeshit at hugging. luckily, my dad doesn't check the rating and he buys it for me. he also buys a set of 7 war films for 5 bucks, so he's all about bargain shopping at the time. i'm so excited that i pop it in right when i get home. so i'm watching it and after the police cop scene, there is so much swearing (i forgot all about it. i don't know what words i substituted when i first watched the film). i'm ready to shut it off at any moment because my dad's watching it with me and worse, he's repeating what they're saying, mostly the "check out this shit" line. WHICH IS SO LULZY, BUT MEANS HE'S CATCHING ON. i don't think he fully understands what he was repeating, but he knows that they're just bad words. which scares me and makes me shut it off. sigh, i really wanted to watch it so badly.
f(x)
hot hot summer. not one of their best songs, but it's a good follow-up. like how shinee's "hello" was. WHAT I LOVE MOST OF ALL IS THAT LUNA HAS RED HAIR NOW YAAAAAAAAY.
a lot of things haven't been grabbing my interest, though. i think it's because a bunch of my fandoms are inactive and snsd japanese activities & smtown paris make me really sad. i was really excited about snsd doing so well in japan, but it's sucking the life out of them. they always look so tired on the japanese shows, and their performances are solid, but not up to par as their previous performances. the fainting spells were also horrible. and i hear that there was a lot of lip-synching at smtown paris. i don't blame them. i think if they didn't have jet lag and had enough energy, they wouldn't have had to lip-synch. same for all the other artists.
things that make me happy are secret and beast. aside from hyosung choking up when starlight moonlight won and yoseob being awesome all the time, nothing else really makes me happy. there are a lot of things i'm looking forward to, which are miss a's comeback, t-ara's lulzy comeback, and 2ne1's comeback.
x-men first class
sobbing my tumblr is full of gifs and pretty edits and fanart. okay, not bursting because i dabble in a lot of other things, but there is a hefty amount of x-men first class. but come on, there is such an attractive cast. and among them is lucas till/the guy whose resume contacts are miley cyrus and taylor swift/hula-hooping dude. i have an obsession with him now, because i actually watched the hannah montana movie 2 times before, and always liked that he was there to look at instead of miley's bad acting. HE'S SO HANDSOME. dimples and a mole on his neck. shii agrees with me.
also he is the reason for me jumping from otp to otp. at first, i really liked alex/hank because they're perfect setup for jock/nerd fic (i follow this good high school!au that shii linked me to, okay), but courtney reminded me of hank's furry blue peen. IT BECAME A COCKBLOCKING THOUGHT. then i warmed up to alex/sean, because sean is fucking awesome and alex is fucking awesome and they both wear awesome hats. just thinking about them makes me want to read this one cute fill that's on the 1st class kink meme.
but i'm compelled to love these two together:
sitting next to each other.
elbow nudging! what i assume is elbow nudging and adoration in his eyes! and it looks like it wasn't from the script. hopefully.
sobbing and then i fell in love. and then tried to find a video of it, maybe. i don't think it exists ))):
honestly i just love alex/everybody and charles/erik, but pretty sure fassbender/till is awesome irl (also mcavoy is pussywhipped. did i say pussywhipped, i meant happily married). i think lucas has a man crush on michael. whatever, i think i just love every pairing and everybody, because everything is awesome. except maybe january jones. THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE BLONDE FEMALE (loophole: per movie) IN MY HEART AND THAT IS JENNIFER LAWRENCE.
oh, and an interesting article about michael fassbender causing horse erections http://www.huffingtonpost.com/social/henrypapillon/michael-fassbender-horses_n_831220_79590660.html
I OFFICIALLY STOPPED MAKING SENSE AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE TENSES ANYMORE FORGIVE ME.
pretty sure i have affection for one of my closest school friends
so i'm been swimming a lot. i have a lot of swimming funtimes entries on tumblr. but you know, tumblr posts are public and i feel like someone could track me easily. i can be more open on lj because i don't mention names.
my guy best friend came over to swim. ofc there were 3 other people, so there was nothing intimate or anything. except when we were playing marco polo, and he kind of forgot that we're trying to be silent and trying not to get hunted down, so he came up to me. he felt, i don't know, kind of close but all he was really talking to me about were his classes. i don't know why he would have to tell me that in the middle of a game. also, he doesn't know how to swim. so my other friend and i are trying to teach him, and i offer to lift him up so he can practice kicking his legs. it was a trick to carry him to the deep end, but he started screaming before that could happen. my other friend laughed and said that i was trying to sexually assault him. oddly, the things he said reminded me of how i have a crush on my best friend and how it's always on-or-off depending on how we are treating each other. and people are always assuming that we're dating and telling me that we look cute.
i haven't talked to my female best friend yet about this, but it's just going to be the same. my male best friend will always like some other girl and tell me all about her, and i will make fun of him for it and try to help out. i just can't help feeling that if he ever showed any interest towards me (which i sometimes think are hidden in the things he does or say), i would go out with him. and our friendship wouldn't be the same. i worry about ruining the joy of pushing him into the deep end.
and now i don't feel like saying something about tiger and bunny. fuck you, rl. guys, how is your summer?