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[completeclarity]

I hate myself, i hate the way i am. I am so stupid, no wonder i can't find anyone who wants to be with me...i don't even want to be with me. I hate my temper, i hate the way i treat ppl., the things i do and say. I have no self-control, i mess up i fix things, i mess up again...what's wrong with me? Maybe if i could find a good guy i wouldn't be

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[aliquidstar]

meredith, my love, i am always here for you and you can always count on me to love you. stay strong in Him. He will guide you and help with all your problems.

[anonymous]

Meredith... you're not stupid. I, too, know what it's like to wait for the right person to come around. And just when you think you've found them, reality hits you in the face and you're down for the count. But you just have to get up and keep trying. Don't give up. Just stay true to yourself and the right person will come along. I was just wondering how you've been lately, but I didn't really want to re-enter your life, because I know you don't want me to, so unless you can guess who this is then there's no problem. Just know that when it seems like no one cares anymore... there are still people out there that do indeed care, people that you don't even remember. OK? :)

[completeclarity]

I think i know who this is...but just in case, go ahead and tell me. I don't want to be wrong like a big idiot.

[anonymous]

It's your favorite (maybe) Mikey. But forget about it... I shouldn't have posted anything.

[chancespoonful]

I love you Meredith! Everyone makes mistakes, we're human! God forgives you, and we forgive you, but you have to forgive yourself. His mercy is new every morning...and that's something to smile about :) I love you!!!
-K

I <3 you pookie!!

[sirhumps_a_lot]

First off, this is my new journal so check it out. Second of all, I know that one day you will find the perfect guy for you. Maybe you've been looking too hard for the right guy, but trust me, he'll find you. It's been months upon months since I've had a relationship, but I'm not worried b/c I know God will find me the right guy at the right time and I know He'll do the same thing for you.
Mucho <3...Jess

[anonymous]

Meredith, my dear