Lately my life has been pretty shitty. I get asked everyday how I feel and "WHAT'S WRONG!?" It's nice to know I have people who care to ask, but when there is acutally something wrong it just gets overwhelming having to repeat it OVER AND OVER. And sometimes I don't even know what is wrong--its like I suppress shit because I don't want to deal ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS!

Despite all of the mishap of plans changing for last nights celebration--everything went great and I had lots of fun!

:)

yeah yeah BLAME ME, I ruined the plans for tomorrow night...

hmm...what to say...Well, Christmas this year went pretty well. Although it was kind of weird considering my brother wasn't home(again), my dad had to work part of Christmas Eve night and we didn't have a real big Christmas Day gathering. The changes this year were all good ones for once. For instance--instead of getting up right away Christmas ( Read more... )

not much has really happened since my last entry. luckily I only had a short week of school, even though sometimes it felt like it was dragging on (or maybe that was just the hour I had FST that felt like that). But anyways...Tuesday I was surprised by Stephen at school. I figured he was going to just show up sometime because whenever I asked ( Read more... )

time flies by when I want it to last most. Yesterday I celebrated Christmas with my sisters and their families. It was a surprisingly low-key event. Usually it's total madness, so this change didn't bother me too much. As we were opening gifts I started to get tears welling up in my eyes. I have a hard time enjoying things knowing my brother ( Read more... )

Let's just say I can't wait until tomorrow is over with! Sadly...this week has pretty much sucked. I've been kinda stressed out over school, FST to be exact. And just a lot of stuff is on my mind and I can't seem to sort it all out ( Read more... )

what a long day ( Read more... )

wow, this weekend flew by ( Read more... )